Niall "And she was talking about me Ni"Jade exclaims as she talks about last nights events I think we've been here for about an hour "no way"I say using fake enthusiasm resting my head on my right hand
"Don't Niall I'm already mad enough"she warns me stopping from walking up and down I nod "carry on"I fake smile "I mean who does that,I literally can't believe her I just want to be her friend again is that too much to ask for"she exclaims I shut my eyes for a second and then just stare at Jade
Her hair is in a messy bun with little bits falling out everywhere,there's anger in her eyes and there a little red,she has a white tank top on that says be the hatchi to my Perrie always makes me laugh that top,she has grey shorts on too
"Are you even listening or are you just staring at my ass?"she asks I shake my head and give her a nervous smile "well I'm listening and staring"I shrug she rolls her eyes and starts to walk up and down the kitchen once again moaning about Jesy
I feel a tap on my leg and thank god one of the kids have come to stop this "dad"I hear Logan mutter I look down and smile "what's up lo?"I ask him he climbs up on the other island chair
"I'm starving and Ella's starving which I'm not too bothered about but so is Jace so"he shrugs making Jade stop,she throws me her phone "order a pizza"she tells me I nod unlocking her phone and then smile myself "look who texted"I smile passing her the phone
Jesy👯❤️ to littlemix😍:Girls,I'm sorry I've been acting like a total bitch these last couple days,I hope you can forgive me it's just some things have been happening and I took it out on my three amazing sisters,I hope you can forgive me,Jessica xx
I watch as Jades angry look in her eyes goes to a more sad emotional one "do you forgive her?"I ask Jade probably smiling like an idiot "yeah idiot"she says and then puts the phone to her ear "are we ordering pizza or what?"Logan asks I laugh as Jade rolls her eyes and walks outside
------------------- Jade It's currently around midnight,and I'm just standing in the garden listening to music in my earphones and just looking at the sky,it's weird I know but I'm just thinking about life
Life it starts off great your always happy and sometimes are a little sad and then maybe once you get to around 15 you feel proper sadness and then life switches all the time sometimes it's the best thing ever and sometimes it's the worst thing ever
There's one thing I'm mostly thinking about though and it's Niall,maybe if I hadn't of got pregnant I would have found someone else and life would have been totally different or maybe we would have fell in love got married and then had kids,I think the reason why we fall out a lot is because of how early we had our first but maybe that's because we're to similar
"What's the matter?"I hear Niall say,his accent has changed a little since when I first meet him it was full on Irish now it's more like he's from London it hasn't changed a lot but it has
I turn around and just shrug "do you think life should be different for us?"I ask taking out my headphones he gives me a confused look staying at the door,he's topless and just has sweatpants on,his hair is going in all different places and he looks quite tired
"Do you think if we had never of had that one night stand everything would be the way it is?"I ask him he looks down and shrugs "to be honest Jade I really don't know"he says and looks up chewing his lip
"Maybe we'd be married to different people,maybe Ella,Logan and Jace wouldn't be here,maybe we wouldn't live in London,but we're married to each other,Ella,Logan and Jace are all here and we live in London"he says I walk over to him licking my lips
"Why are you even thinking about that?"he asks a hint of hurt in his voice I shrug a few tears in my eyes "do you wish things were different?"he asks his voice breaking a little
I shrug and look up into his big blue eyes "maybe I don't know"I mutter walking past him and into the house I turn around,he's just staring at me "maybe our futures won't involve each other"
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Dear past,thanks for all the lessons d Dear future,I'm ready......
It's sad that the first book has loads of views and this isn't even at 100 yet😞
