Jade I watch Niall sitting on the pavement,it's been five days since the Harry incident and since at least twice a day Niall sits out side for an hour just looking up sometimes Perrie or Zayn comes and joins him though
I've actually hardly spoke to anyone but the kids,I feel so disconnected to the whole world right now I hate it "why does he do that?"Logan asks jumping up next to me "I don't know lo,I guess he's just thinking"I tell him he nods watching him carefully
I sigh and turn back around sitting on the couch properly,I look over at Ella who just glares at me and then goes back to the computer screen "why is dad sad?"Logan asks "because someth-"I go to say only to be cut off by Ella
"What would you know?"she shouts "and why do you care Logan?"she shouts picking up the laptop "you two don't care about him you just see him as someone in your life,I think your disgusting for that"she screams and then runs out we hear footsteps go up the stairs,I thought this hurt me but this is hurting Ella the most
I look back at the window seeing Niall looking back at the house with a confused look on his face,gosh is Ella that loud?he stands up and starts to walk back in
Niall I walk into the living room not seeing Ella there and decide to go up the stairs,I go into what I call my old bedroom hearing little sniffles,I open my wardrobe door seeing Ella sitting in the corner one of my hoodies wrapped around her tears coming out her eyes
"Babs what happened?"I ask coming and sitting next to her she looks at me with a sad expression on her face "they don't care do they?"she asks I give her a confused look and pull her onto my lap "who doesn't care?"I ask she wipes her eyes and looks up
"Mum" "Logan" "Jace" she mutters and then looks down playing with the hoodie sleeve "well for a start Jace is two he doesn't understand"I tell her she nods and keeps her eyes on the sleeve "Logan doesn't really understand either"she rolls her eyes on that one
"And your mum well she's confused like us,nobody really knows what's going on right now babs"I say,I can't believe I'm saying this to an eight year old I can't believe she understands "we just gotta stay strong"I shrug she nods and cuddles into me
I'd say this was selfish of me and Jade for making Ella this upset but we've got to be happy too
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The secret of being happy is accepting where you are in your life making the most out of everyday
