Self Conscious

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Terrence's POV

We're on our way home we just came back from the doctors the baby is growing strong and healthy, but Taraji is giving me grief I mean can't a nigga get a break. She is shouting at me because I passed when the traffic light was red,this baby really needs to come soon.

Taraji:Please stop by the gas station
Terrence:Why?
Taraji:Just do it okay!

This is exactly what I'm talking about, she is getting angry for no reason but I'm gonna listen to her, we stopped by the gas station and she got out of the car and we got out and made our way inside. She got everything from the store, and I mean everything you'd swear she's eating for three people. We finally got home and I had to carry everything inside the house, I'm kind of excited a few friends of mine are coming over for drinks and that reminds I need to tell Taraji so she won't flip on me. I placed the stuff in the kitchen and she packed them in the cabinet and took the ones she wanted

Terrence:Baby I forgot to tell you, my friends are coming over for drinks later on
Taraji:What friends?
Terrence:Will, Dwayne, Tony and Anthony
Taraji:And you telling me this now?
Terrence:Yea, so will you be able to prepare some snacks for us
Taraji:Terrence you telling me now? No why don't you go to a bar or maybe a strip club?
Terrence:Strip club you really funny! It's  fine just act normal for a change when my friends come here
Taraji:Normal? Normal Terrence I'm twice my size and you want me to Feel Normal. I didn't even want this baby at first but I kept it, while you going around partying and not getting fatter all the time. I don't want people around me because I don't feel comfortable in my body, in fact I hate my body and it's all your fault
Terrence:How is it fault? I didn't make the baby alone, you were more than willing!
Taraji:Out of all the things I've said, you inky heard that? You're a piece of work!

The started going upstairs, i followed her cause I don't want her angry like this, out of all the arguments we've had this is the worst and I don't want her hurting the baby or anything

Terrence:Baby I'm sorry I didn't know you felt like that, you should've told me!
Taraji:How would you know, cause you busy out there partying having the time of your life.
Terrence:But you said you're cool with it. Baby I'm sorry but you should have said something
Taraji:Sorry? You always Sorry! I don't want to here that, Terrence you don't even see me the same way before,i doubt you still love me!
Terrence:Taraji I love you more than anything else
Taraji:Terrence stop saying that you don't even mean it. Look at me I can't even love myself
Terrence:Taraji look at me
Taraji:No Terrence, don't do that
Terrence:Do what?
Taraji:Tell me that in beautiful and everything is gonna be okay, it's just hormones don't!
Terrence:That's cause you beautiful
Taraji:No, don't lie to me

I grabbed her hand and led her to the bathroom

Taraji:Were you taking me?
Terrence:You'll see.

I took her make-up bag and placed it on top of the basin and took out a dress from her closet

Taraji:I don't like that dress! Why you taking my clothes out?
Terrence:Because me and you are going out and see people for a change! I can't let you feel less of yourself because of the baby
Taraji:No! people can't see me like this!
Terrence:I'll giving you 30minutes to dress up and put on that face thing and we going out!
Taraji:Baby please, i don't want to go out
Terrence:We going out okay!
Taraji:Where?
Terrence:Movies or the park you decide
Taraji:Park??
Terrence:Movies then!
Taraji:I can't do my own make-up
Terrence:I do it, I'm sure it's not that hard
Taraji:Terrence you so stupid, get out t so I can freshen up
Terrence:I've seen you naked a thousand times
Taraji:Please... Terrence
Terrence:No, so hurry up
Taraji:Okay!

Taraji's POV

Terrence doesn't understand how I feel, I'm not ready to be seen by people, nor do I want him to see naked. I'm just doing it to please him, i got dressed and put on my make-up and he kept on smiling like a fool. 

Terrence:You're so beautiful
Taraji:No I'm not and stop saying that let's just go! What movie are we going to see?
Terrence:Cartoons
Taraji:😀😀😀😀Are you serious?
Terrence:Yea, something to cheer you up
Taraji:Okay let's go then!

Terrence called the driver and we went to the mall, i know he's trying to cheer me up and all but this is something I have to deal with on my own without being pressured but I'll just go for his sake. We arrived at the mall and without a doubt a few fans recognized me, this is what I didn't want, I can't be rude to my fans and supporters so I just waved at then and put on a smile.

Weren't inside the Cinema and watched the "Secret Life Of Pets"I didn't think he was serious when he said we gonna watch cartoons, I actually enjoyed myself and I didn't even care who was watching anymore

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Weren't inside the Cinema and watched the "Secret Life Of Pets"I didn't think he was serious when he said we gonna watch cartoons, I actually enjoyed myself and I didn't even care who was watching anymore. I didn't think I would be comfortable going outside being pregnant but people didn't even care about my weight, my fans a just happy for me and Terrence they've really shown me nothing but love.

Terrence's POV

Rahji is opening up and she's comfortable, I never want her to feel like she's alone because I'm in it for the long run no matter what, the movie is finished now so we heading to the food court to grab something to eat.

Terrence:What you wanna eat?
Taraji:Nothing big, maybe pizza
Terrence:Pizza it is!
Taraji:Baby?
Terrence:mmmmhh?
Taraji:Thank you
Terrence:For what?
Taraji:For taking me out
Terrence:That's my job
Taraji:Thanks anyway baby I want som...

Before she could finish her sentence the paparazzi swarmed in like bees on a honey comb, now I hate before ng a celebrity I didn't want taraji to feel overwhelmed or shit like that, but my baby handled them like a pro and kept on walking with nothing but smiles on our faces

Before she could finish her sentence the paparazzi swarmed in like bees on a honey comb, now I hate before ng a celebrity I didn't want taraji to feel overwhelmed or shit like that, but my baby handled them like a pro and kept on walking with noth...

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Terrence:You good?
Taraji:Yea, don't worry in good!

We made our way inside Pizza Hut and took out order and left, it was gonna be so awkward us eating and the media busy taking pictures so we went home and enjoyed our evening


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Not sure when I'll update next

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