Weight of Living || The Galaxy Cat Sweater {Bastille || Dan Smith || The 1975}

67: Fallingforyou

The guys went swimming and I was sitting on a towel, Tom, Sam, Coop and Greg by my side.

- So, Anna, what happend to your foot? - Sam giggled. I explained them the situation and we ended up laughing a lot at my stupidity. 

After that, we were quiet again. I was just looking around the beach, when my eyes landed on Dan. 

Shirtless Dan walking towards the sea. 

I didn't realize I was staring until Greg nudged me.

- Perv, you still love him, don't you? - He smirked as I blushed.

- I'm trying not to thing about that. - I hid my face between my knees again and sighed heavily.

***

A few hours later we were back at the bus, all with showers taken and in pajamas. Someone suggested we watched a movie but I wasn't in the mood. Still, I had to watch it, seen as my bed is the couch. I asked them why couldn't they watch the movie on Bastille's bus; they said The 1975's bus was better.

Ha, they just want to annoy me.

So we started watching Scary Movie 4 and I was falling asleep on Sam's shoulder. The guys' laughter would wake me up every now and then, and I apologized frantically to him. He chuckled and said it was okay, that I could rest there if I wanted to.

The movie ended, and they stood there, chatting, laughing and eventually playing truth or dare.

- Daaaan! - Woody screeched happily.

- Truth? - He kind of asked.

- Okay... - There was a pause. I felt someone staring at me. - What's the first song that comes to your mind when you think about Anna? Any song. - There was another pause.

- Reconsider. - Dan said. - You know, The XX's song. 

- Annaaa. - Someone nudged me. - You have to come play, this is nice. - I slowly opened my eyes and they were staring at me. 

- Yes?  

- RECONSIDER. - Adam squealed.

- That's a nice song. - I smiled and got the crutches Coop arranged me. I slowly made my way out the bus and I could hear them whispering about me. I was too tired to care, so I just kept on walking until I reached the beach. 

I sat down on the sand and put on my earphones.

I listened to the songs as I stared at the sea. The endless, dark, cold sea. 

I don't know if it was fate, but all the songs that came on shuffle were about relationships ending or stuff I could relate to at the moment. 

At one point I started humming the songs. 

''I'm sorry if this hurts you

But I tried to keep what we had once

I was wrong, it wasn't keeping me awake

You didn't listen

You didn't hear me

When I said I want more I got no more

You weren't stealing me away

It's not enough, it's not enough

To give me what it is I want

It's not enough, it's not enough

To get me everything I need

And I, I wish it was