MONSTA X (Various x Reader)

Colors (Jooheon x Reader)

A/N: I'm so so sorry for uploading late. Owemji! I've been busy and thinking about so many things. hehe. barely breathing. >.<

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                    You have always been proud of Jooheon and the music he's creating, seeing where he is now living his dreams but you fear that you might be forgotten especially now that he's always busy with comeback and composing with his group Monsta X, he wasnt able to visit you. He was your childhood friend, the love of your life and it doesn't matter whether he'll see you more than a friend or not but you will support him no matter what it takes.

          Having that kind of resolve, you asked your mom to cook a bento for Jooheon because you heard that Monsta X is having a fanmeeting in Daegu and it's been a while since you last saw him. After a few hours, your mom dropped you off in front of the venue.

"Are you sure you're going to be okay, __________?" your mom asked you with worry in his voice.

"Yes, mom. Jooheon will take care of me." I assured my mom.

"Arraso. If I'm fetching you, make sure to call me okay?" she said again.

"Mhm. Arasso, arasso." I told her as I began to walk towards the venue with the bento on my right.

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"Excuse me, I'm sorry." I repeatedly say as I try to look for a sit to take.

"Excuse me. Mind if i help you?" I heard someone say, I smiled and nod at the person.

"I'm Sohee. I'm a Wonho bias. how about you?" I heard her say as she helped me find a sit. When I was seated I felt her sit beside me. 

I smiled and said, "I'm __________. It's not really a bias but it's Jooheon." 

I heard her giggle and asked, "Why not a bias?" 

And I told her proudly, "He's my childhood friend." I heard her gasped. I just smiled. Suddenly, I heard the beaming voice of Monsta X as they entertain the fans. I just giggled and enjoyed everything while sitting.

Suddenly I heard his voice, "Hi guys! We're singing a new song from our latest album, it's called 'White Girl' "

Suddenly, everyone in the crowd screams. I was flustered but I think fangirls can really go crazy. Even Sohee, who was by my side was squealing and I just giggled because I can imagine her being so happy.

The music started to play and I remained on my seat listening to every lyrics but I was shocked at the second verse because it was his voice.

"He's singing..." I quietly said to myself.

"naneun neomaneul barabwassdeon sunaebo"
I've yearned only for you with my pure heart
"neoran teocceseo nal guhaejwo"
Save me from your trap
"saranghal su issge tto aragal su issge"
So I can love and learn
"hayan geudaeui maeumeul manjil su issge haejwo"
So I can touch your white heart

I smiled as I listen to him singing, it's like he's singing it directly to me but who am I to claim that? I'm just a childhood friend plus... I'm blind. It'll be a pain to be in a relationship with me. I can suddenly feel tears running down on my face.

"__________... wae? are you okay?" I heard Sohee ask worriedly. 

I smiled and said, "Kwenchanna. Just enjoy the fanmeet." 

"A-arasso" I heard her answer unsurely.

After an hour the performance is done and it's now time for the fans to meet Monsta X. It's time for me to meet Jooheon after such a long time. I gripped on the bento that I made for him and the heart shaped necklace he gave me before he went to Seoul.