Belittle

HuGS

What are the best kind of hugs you get?

When you see a toddler starting to warm up to you.
you step up and and try to carry him/her in your arms and they hug you suddenly.
Surprise as hell! 
Their brain is too small to place you in a slot of good person or bad or how you'd react to their sudden hug.
They do it because, guess what they want to.
Its their way of saying that damn it, you are worth a hug.

It makes me feel brilliant!
I have a niece , she is 1 and a half years old and she falls asleep in my arms and that makes me feel responsible.
Grown up, loved by and worthy of her little arms.
It makes me feel like a good person.

When little kids who cannot reach up to your height.

lol not that I am tall or something.
but the 4-6 year old kid.
who hugs your waist because they cannot reach up.

The random hug you get from people you see after a long time.

You don't expect to be huged or something.
They are not so close.
They just come and give you a big bear muffin hug.
yeah That'll be a thing from now on.

Love.

You feel like home ,when you get a hug from someone that you love.
Not for the way they make you feel physically .
But when your heart starts to beat fast and tries to jump out of your chest cavity and run around like a free elf.
When your breathing rate doubles up and your skin is on fire.
Ehen your fingers reach out, not for a tangible contact but for the persons soul.
You feel their heart beat and you feel thier breath on your neck,  blowing the hair touching your collar bone.

And then you see yourself longing for a love that feels the same way as it did.
For home to give you the same warmth.
It never will.
but only that one person,
Will be your home.
something to go back to when hell rains down at you.
Someone to see your world in.
Someone who makes you a better version of yourself.

Best friends.

I love the best friend hugs.
Yeah you could all of a sudden jump at them and just hug them.
Just like that.
no questions asked.
When I feel like shit, I go to any of my friends and give them a bear hug.
More for myself then them.
Obviously.
Try it when you feel out of place or when the universe is plotting against your wills.
Making you feel as if the only way to get out of this labyrinth is to lash out and become a serial killer.
Too much trouble. paper work. Jail. Guilt. Fuck.

You could just do is go hug your best friend and if that's not possible hug whoever you see on the way.
I don't want you to get in trouble. So better hug someone you know.

Today's what I think you should do for sure is.
Yeah go fucking hug anyone.
I a friend or a foe.
I don't care.
Go hug your boyfriend /girlfriend/friend/best friend/your kids/your parents/ fucking anyone you know.

Do it now and thank me later.

Until then I love you and also all those people you have been thinking about while reading this one hell of a what do we call it never mind.
Piece of art.

Better hurry up I am giving free hugs.

What the hell!! remember to be brave and show kindness remind people that there is still love left on this planet.

With all the bad things there is ity bity tiny whiny love left.
Until then stop sulking and smile.

I love to the moon and back!