Nudes, please? ✄ Phan [FINISHED]

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Phildo💅🏻: it's you.

Nohomohowell: what?

Phildo💅🏻: five years ago, I was diagnosed with bipolar disorder. My life was perfect, my parents loved me, I had friends, but I wasn't happy. My mind prevented it. I wanted to die. I still want to. I see cars and trains and think "they could help me leave. I could finally be happy."

Nohomohowell: ..Phil?

Phildo💅🏻: three years ago, I met you. At the time I was questioning my sexuality, and of course, to cope with this, I asked for nudes. You were cute, I was confused, and things happened. But there was something about you, something that made me forget the thoughts in my head. Eventually I needed you. Desperately. I clung to you. I skyped you every night. I yelled at my parents when they wouldn't let me take the train to see you, and would eventually sneak out.

Phildo💅🏻: and I love you so much

Phildo💅🏻: but I don't know how long I can do this

Phildo💅🏻: because everyday it becomes harder and harder

Phildo💅🏻: and I don't know what to do