La Vie...

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Why cant I express myself ?

All these words on my mind

And I still test myself

Stress myself

Have no one to talk to so I used to talk to myself

Now I stay silent
I know that aint good for my health

With so much demons around me

Figured out the biggest one was in me.

When I finally woke up

I fell in a hole and had so much to see

Things like the impossible I thought nah that can't be me

I see my life ahead and that makes me weak

I don't see you and it brings me down to my feet

Those are things that I keep labeled as " please dont speak "

Then asked myself how far did I actually see?

I've fell in depression too many times

Drowned in my cries

Tricked me to fold my own ties

Tell me lies

Like you're okay

while you just bring in decay

How could I play the fool

When this fool created the game?

Damn this is a shame

Nothings the same

This shit got

me going insane.

Tryna change the cards around

Looking in the lost and found

Lost hound so they put me in the pound

Look how I sound

Shit crazy...

I cant explain myself

I stress myself

I cant even test myself

Cause im scared I'll fail

Time ticks slow like snails

Without leaving the slimy trails

You good?

How could you tell

My face never tells

Cause my mean mug stays on trail

F U C K

can I save me?

Where are you ?

Do you feel the heartbeat ?

Can you see the enemy ?

Lost at sea without help

Titanic has happened and I aint no Michael Phelps.