Watch Your Sixx

16. Cubans

"Tori!" Mia yells and grabs my arm.

"Jesus!" I yell and she laughs.

"Dom and Leo sent me something!" She tells me.

"Really? Did they somehow jam your virginity back into its box?" I wonder and she shoves me.

"No, they sent me these!" Mia squeaks and holds up four cigars.

"Do I want to know where they got these?" I wonder and she shakes her head.

"Probably not." She admits and hooks her arm around mine.

Mia and I walk towards the dressing room, I'm not actually sure where Jess is or Nikki...probably together. I'm not if I should be more mad at Nikki for making out with my sister or my sister for letting him. Now they're probably together and now I just hate both of them.

Jess and I are genetically the same so is it a form of suicide if I kill her?

We walk into the dressing room that was really poorly planned because both bands have to share it. There's a sheet dividing the room in half because according to Tommy we're all middle schoolers who have never been the opposite sex's "parts", Tommy is a special kind of stupid some days.

Thea and Jess are sitting on the half of the couch that is on our side of the dressing room. I glance over to my twin and she already glaring at me. I roll my eyes before pulling myself up on some crates and flipping through a magazine. I can still feel her staring at me.

Nikki

Tommy and I walk towards the sheet divided dressing room and we can hear arguing. When I open the door the first thing I see is Tori and Jess standing about a foot apart screaming at each other. Mia and Thea are trying to talk them down but they look to be failing. Mick and Vince are just kinda laughing.

"Go to hell!"

"You first!"

"I hate you!"

"I want to punch you in your stupid fucking mouth!"

"We have the same fucking mouth!"

"I wish you died in the womb!"

"I'm going to kill you!"

"I'm going to kill you first!"

See we all thought those were just simple threats because they're just mad at each other, then we all remembered that they are related to the senile Tommy Lee. Both twins pull out switchblades and that kind of worries all of us.

"They're not going to actually do anything, right?" I wonder and Tommy shifts.

"I wouldn't put it passed either of them." He admits. "Twins, cut it out!"

"Tommy, stay out of this!" The twins hiss in unison.

"Why? So I can let you gut each other?" Tommy asks.

"She won't do anything." Tori tisks.

"Look, take three steps back." Tommy bargains and the twins roll their eyes but listen. "Now say you're sorry."

"I'm not sorry." Tori admits. "Look, this is stupid. I'm going to smoke or somethings."

Tori walks out the door and everyone just watches her. It's like no one knows how to react to anything that just happened. I think the fact that she left the door open gives her some sort of satisfaction, like it completely pleases her that someone is going to have to get up and close the door.

"Nikki, go after here, please." Jess pleads.

"Why Nikki?" Tommy asks with a laugh. "She hates you, dude."

"I think that's why he's the best one to talk to her." Mia admits. "I mean I don't think she can hate him anymore."

"That's fair." Tommy agrees.

I do as they say and go to look for Tori.

Tori

I think I need one of those Cuban cigars about now but I'd need someone else to light it for me. I'm shaking too much to keep my lighter lit.

I stand in the parking lot behind the stadium we're playing. Cars are starting to slowly fill into the parking lot but none of them really pay any attention to me, my guess is this concert was going to be sold out whether us girls were here or not.

I'm finally able to hold my hands still enough to light my cigarette and breathe in the toxic chemicals. Why do I like smoking? I know that is going to give me cancer and probably will end up killing me but I keep doing it. I guess because I'm a toxic person, I'm slowly killing myself and I might as well speed it up a little bit by smoking.

"Tori." A voice says from behind me and I turn back.

Nikki is standing behind me and I don't really know why, I drop my cigarette as soon as I see him. I mean we've been constantly fighting since our break up of sorts. He almost looks apologetic but I don't know if  I should trust his look, I want to trust but but I've built my walls back up. Stronger and taller walls.

I don't know how to feel about him right now, I love him even though I know he's toxic for me. Maybe I love him for the same reason I smoke, I know it's going to kill me one day.

"I don't know what you want from me." I admit.

"That's the thing, I want you!" Nikki promises me. "I love you and I'm completely in love with you. I made the stupidest mistake I can make, I'm dating a twin and I thought I had a way to tell you and Jess apart but I didn't."

"I want to believe you." I admit.

"Then believe me!" He exclaims. "Jess is great but I don't love her. I love you, I love you, Victoria."

"Prove you know that I'm Victoria." I challenge and cross my arms, Nikki kinda laughs.

"You're my favourite person to talk to and you always smile a bit more whenever you see me. I'm drawn to you like a magnet and when I'm around Jess I definitely didn't feel the attraction that I have to you." He starts and walks towards me. "You always smell like vanilla and your touch is gentle and soft but electric." Nikki continues and wraps my arms around his neck. "Then there's these." He smiles and pushes up my shirt a bit so he can see some of my tattoos. "I love these and this." He admits and gently lifts my belly ring with his index finger. "Then probably my favourite, the way you kiss me. The way your tongue dances with mine, I love it."

I kind of smile which only makes Nikki smile. He leans in and lands his lips on mine gently. I know I'm angry and I know that I'm wrong for loving him but I do love him, I start to kiss him back. Nikki pulls me a bit closer to him and his tongue slips into my mouth, when I match his movement Nikki kinda laugh before pulling back.

"That's exactly what I mean." He admits. "I will never do something that stupid again. I love you, Victoria Bass."

"Nikki, that's not my name." I remind him and he smiles.

"I kinda want you to change it back." Nikki admits and I smile. "Will you please go make up with your sister?"

"She still didn't stop kissing you, Nik." I try and he shakes his head.

"But she didn't know we're together." He reminds me. "Please?"

"Fine." I mumble and he kisses my lips.

"No knives this time?" Nikki asks and I laugh.

"I promise." I admit.

"Good." He smiles and kisses me again.