So Human

alone just us three

I wanna live in the moment and breath

Me, you, a blanket,

alone just us three

I know you don't think

that I'm really that cool

but I swear,

you should see me outside of school

A seat next to you

that's the closest we'll get

surrounded by a sea of pubescent bodies

and icky feelings of sweat

We all talk and we all shout

but we all feel alone

I try to change,

to be better for you

I wanna call you

so badly it hurts

but if I call you

would you feel the same?

would you even know my name?