You and I from Oblivion

23

Kathryn

Daniel and I agreed to start the date dare thingy today.

It was really really awkward. As in. I would excuse myself to the restroom and he would wait outside for me.

I mean, I barely know the guy! Ano ba naman kasi yang si beb eh! Kainis namannn!

But on the brighter note, Daniel and I started to know each other better. He said I should call him Deej. He wanted to call me Chandria which is my second name but I said it'd be awkward and weird.

So instead, he just started calling me Kath like my other friends :)

I wish he could be the one. But what am I saying?! Aasa nanaman ako?!

Naku, Kath!

Erase

Erase

Erase

Erase

Erase

Erase

Ayoko na nito! Putek! Lalaki nanaman eh! This. This is what tore me apart from my friends in the US.

I promise. I really won't assume until he makes the first move. Because it hurts me kapag pinapaasa ako. Kapag may sinasabi sila kapag nakatalikod ako. I don't like my emotions reflecting on my actions.

I was lucky enough that Allise told me everything. Or else baka kung saan na umabot yung katangahan ko.

I was so stupid to believe what someone else said instead of my own best friend. But now that's over. Over.

Back to Daniel.

Well, what can I say?

Gwapo - check!

Mabait - check!

Family Centered - check!

Masunurin - check!

Maka-Diyos - check!

Tapat - check!

Hot - check na check na check!!

Wala eh. Wala na talaga akong masasabi. If he liked me, I would die!

If he liked me

If he liked me

If he liked me

If he liked me

If he liked me

Teka, teka, ano?! Namumurit na naman ako eh.

I mean, there is a chance naman, diba? Hindi naman ako ganun kapangit at kasama ang ugali, diba?

I just hope that finally, one day, that one guy will change my game and make me happy for the rest of my life. But right now, I'm still in search. Buti nalang hindi na kami nag aaway ni Nadine. She can help me. I can help her. We both win.

I hate being the only one in the group without that someone... I feel, lonely. Alone. I can't just depend on the girls all the time. There's a time when I can't go to them. There will come a time that one day, I won't be able to depend on them anymore because eventually, they'll have their boyfriends as their husbands.

And where does that leave me? The dump?

I know, I know... I shouldn't let my insecurities get the best of me. I shouldn't overthink. I shouldn't get envious.

But I really hope that he'll be the one. Who knows? He might be. (– –_)

Hi guys! This chapter is dedicated to all of the KN fans reading this. We shouldn't fight KN fans. Same goes to the JD fans. Why are we fighting? Obviously JaDine and KathNiel are not. Plus, both love teams are great. Bakit nagsisiraan pa? Sorry for the short update. I'm really really not in the mood to write the story anymore. Dnt worry. I'm not gonna stop the story. I'm just going into a hiatus. I need a break. I'm sorry. But that tang of sadness is back. It's giving me a writer's block. This time I need some time to recover. I'm just glad I won a speech competition :) Bye guys! See you after... Some time. Bye readers! I'll miss you all. 😢

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