I just want to sleep
Forever and ever
Until everything is ok again
I want silence
Where my heart isn't screaming
That it's dying
I want peace
For this raging panic in my heart
To vanish
Eternal sleep will help
He said I'm sick
That I'm not natural
But what part of me?
I'm healthy physically aren't I?
There isn't anything wrong
But on the inside...
I'm damaged and unwanted
All because I'm a girl who likes girls
My brother thinks I'm sick
Am i?
What's wrong with me??
The sleep will save me
I'm going to sleep soon
As soon as I finish this letter
Explains what's wrong with me
And how I'm going to fix it
Forever
