Once I fell into a deep sleep Colby was in my dream. We were at the park that we used to play at when we were little before he moved. We were having a blast and we were hanging out as if nothing had changed between us. But then he needed to ask me something. He claimed that it was very important and he needed to ask me now before he forgot.
So I asked him what was it that was so important. He told me that he loved ever since we were little. I told him that I had no idea that he had any feelings for me. At least those kind of feelings. But he told me that is how he wanted it.
Why would he want to keep that from me for so long? Did he not want to ruin what we had? Besides it is not like he showed up in my life since he moved for England five years ago. He made no attempt that he wanted me to still be his friend.
He just gave me a warm gentle smile. It is really sexy now that I think about it. I have never thought about it before. I really never had the chance to think about it. I've been trying to think about how much of a jerk he is and how he didn't deserve me in his life.
Why is he doing this to me? I can't believe that he is making me feel this about him. I just feel so wrong and dirty because of him. I can't believe him. I can't believe that is making me feel these things about him. How could he make do these things. I can't believe him. I can't believe he has this effect over me.
But I didn't realized that someone could make me feel this way. I never thought that someone that I'm so angry at could make me fall in love. I can't believe that he can do that do me. I hate it that he does it to me.
When I woke up I was crying. Both Emily and JJ came into my room.
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