Feel//Phan

nothing special

an// okay so basically the whole meeting phil thing was a flashback so were in the present now I hope this makes sense ah I'm sorry//

the incident with the boy was a few days ago and I still have not heard from him.. though its not as if I care.. I'm just a bit curious as to why he would ask for my number, or think its necessary to "make it up to me"

perhaps he thinks I'm special because I'm deaf, that I have some amazing story to tell, but really I'm possibly one of the most monotonous humans on this earth.. every day I eat, sleep, play piano, and repeat

I don't go out much so I'm lacking communication skills, making it rather difficult to have a nice, ongoing conversation with others

I'm not anything special, so even if the boy does decide to contact me, I'm sure he wont stick around