Ill Transmitted Infection

Red Sea XX

Knowing that I don't know love, I thank the one above
For at least showing me a peek of the emotion
Making me soft with lotion
I fell for this girl that left stuck without any motion*

Let me tell you about this one girl
At first , she was just like any other ordinary girl, who eventually turned out to be my world
Her mind wasn't the brightest and her body wasn't the finest
But her light was the brightest
At first she was the moon to my nights
Then she became the star to my sky
She was my ride or die
sweeter than apple pie
Before I knew it she became my sun and my life
The type of shawty you wanna wife
She cut through me with a knife

With an illness guiding me through the rocks
Stacking all my emotions in blocks
I never learned how to show what I feel
With a heart of steel, she made me forget with her power to heal
She gave some heat to my cold chest
She made me forget about the rest of the girls , she was my world
I finally had found my one and only diamond pearl
But my bitterness had me hooked in a curl, making me slowly lose my girl
Her voice was always charming from the start
Who would've thought she was going take all of my heart
Even after I told myself over and over again
That I will never fall for anyone ever again
That I will never feel nothing like pain

Then she came dashing with a train
Leaving an ark mark stain inside of my brain
She became the light in the dark, and the inspiration for my art
In the bottom of my heart, she'll forever hold a part
Although I know it was my fault
I still can't even front, if I was to be blunt
The ashes from the crashing stunt
It left me stuck in a box
Feeling sick like I need to detox

As the weather changed the climate back to normal
My chest starts to adapt to the change
Gazing away in a long range
As I watch the butterflies die in the sky
I analyze that I fail to see the stars in the sky
Adapting to the lack of the sun I used to live by

This is just an old lane I have been known
someplace I've been from
Adapting to traps that might show up in my tracks
I start analyzing the gaps that I may lack
Finding new maps that will help me look over my back
Giving me new routes into my knowledge that I stack
I wrap my soul in a rack of black stacks that will protect my back
As the waters between her and me clashed like the Red Sean
Tearing us apart like the palm tree
Leaving me stranded in the sea
That was the end of her and me