Ill Transmitted Infection

Hypnotized

When I seen you at the door, I went mute
All these girls might be cute
But none of them are like you
With a killer fire instant like booth, if I was telling you the truth
You're all I ever was looking for
And I just didn't know what to do, when I seen you at the door

Should I hold you down or should I let you go
I'm asking cause I just wanna know
Should I hide my emotion or let them show
Should I let them fade away or let them grow
I just wanna know whatever  you know

As I was tryna make you be like everyone else
Acting and treatin you like you just anyone else
Even though you made me feel like nobody else
Since I was never taught what it means to feel
Or how to show my feelings when they're real
As I'm cursed with an ill transmitted infection
Not letting me know what it means to have any love or affection
As I stare at my own mirror of reflection

I can't even front
You're the fire to my blunt
And the reason why I stunt
When I seen you through the door I completed my hunt
When I was In the dark
You gave me a spark
You turned my boldness into a spark
And now you're the only light I see In the dark

When I see you my heart go boom boom like a drum
And by the sound of your voice I go dumb 

I'm not the type to race or chase
But for you I'll run first place,  you levitate me further than space
With that blazing smile you got me amazed
All trapped in my skull like some lace
But Since everyone out here being stupid
I ain't wanna get hit by no Cupid
With a mythical fire in your eyes you took over me stupid
And before I knew it, I seen the arrow from Cupid

As I show less what I feel for you
You should know that I got this heart of steel for you
The fire in your eyes is brighter than a  torch
I remember when we was chilling by the porch
When the rain took over the skies n the church

We got soaked under the clouds of water
But your eyes made nothing else matter

I just wanna go back to when we was chilling in the porch
So I can pull you close by the hip
and touch all of your skin while I'm kissing your lips

I'm thankful I got shot in my heart
And for that you'll forever hold a spot in my heart
I'm glad you came into my life
You made me see my inside with a knife
Opening a side of me I didn't know about
And that's why you're the only one I'm thankful about
With feelings that I've felt and neglect
Hating it when I'm feeling broken and bent
Of bonds found in ponds that came and went
But your eyes are what is known to me as Heavent sent
Since you seen more than anyone ever did before
You were all I wanted, needed and more
You gave me a side of myself I didn't know
And for that I'm grateful and that you should know
That your smile with your voice gave me a glow
That had me hypnotized like nothing before