How can I feel

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Nina's Pov

     As Luke steps away from me in a surrender James walks towards him like a raging bull. Before he can reach Luke I step in his path.

"James. Stop. Hurting him will only make everything worse." I boldly reason as he stops in front of me. I place a hand on his forearm in an attempt to calm him down. Quickly he moves his arm out of my reach.

"Get out." He says giving Luke a cold stare. I stare at his beaten up face, the wild cuts throughout his face and the stitches under his eye. Luke quickly makes his way out without protest.
   
     As the front door closes James cold stare softens as his eyes travel to me. I examine his face and let my hands rise to either side of his face. Furrowing my brows as I realize his lip is busted and it looks fresh, as do some of his cuts.

"James, who put these here?" I asked softly brushing over a fresh cut with my fingers.

"I-I it was m-" he started but quickly I interrupted his lie.

"I know you didn't do this shit to yourself. Don't lie." I demand making eye contact.

"My father came home from prison a couple days ago." He said blankly looking away from me, fearing my judgement.

"He's hitting you?!?" I ask half raising my voice in anger.

"My mother told him to leave and he pulled a knife, so I protected her. He didn't like that, he made her watch as he gave me multiple slices." I answers looking at me now.

    I grab his hand and walk out the kitchen and down the hall to my bedroom. As we enter my bedroom I close and lock my door then I walk into my bathroom. I jump onto my sink and pull his body between my legs while he faces away. Pulling his shirt over his head then placing a kiss on his shoulder. I examine his light yellow and green bruise from 2 weeks earlier and it is almost completely gone. Then I spot a recent dark purple bruise on his right side so I lift his arm. He slightly flinches from pain but pushes through it so I can see. As I look at him I get furious. Turning him towards me I see multiple cuts in his chest and stomach.

"Have you cleaned them yet?" I question staring at minor cuts placed through out his abs.

"Yeah." He says looking at me. "Your always making sure I'm okay. I love that about you." He says letting his hand rest on my thighs.

"And Your always protecting me."I smile letting my arms lace around his neck.

    As we sit there he finds out a way to get his lips connected to mine. I nibble on his bottom lip as we kiss causing him to smirk against my lips. As our kiss becomes more passionate he lifts my shirt over my head letting it hit the bathroom floor. His hands being replaced onto the zipper of my pants. Jumping off the sink I kick off my shoes and allow him to pull my jeans off. I return the favor standing back up allowing him to replace my body on the sink. He picks a magnum out his pocket before finding his place back between my legs. Picking me up, I wrap my legs around his waist as he walks to my bed, laying me down on my back.

          His strong body now over me he connected our lips again, sneaking his tongue into my mouth. As he pulls away I suck his bottom lip then letting it go. He replaces his lips on my body, kissing from my cheek, down my neck, over my breast, past my belly button to my groin. Pulling them off he spreads my legs over his shoulders, softly he kisses. Then he starts sucking and licking up and down then circles around my clit. His index finger and middle finger quickly find their way inside causing my back to arch up into the air.
   
         The way he teases me in the right way makes me crazy. His hand travels up my figure to my neck. Continuously he licks and sucks, nibbling a bit as loud moans escape my lips. His tongue makes laps around my clit as my hands grip onto my own hair trying not to cum yet.
   
        Licking and sucking his way up my body taking the time to suck and bite my nipples before finally reconnecting our lips. I wrap him in my legs as our lips move in sync and my arms around his neck. Slipping my tongue into his mouth deepening the kiss his hand finds its way into my curly hair and he gently pulls it as we kiss.
    
        Picking me up he places me on his shoulders and leans his back against the door. I place my hands on the wall as his begins to lick up and down and around, driving my body crazy. One of my hands come off the wall and tightly grip his hair as I feel my body wanting to cum, but his tongue doesn't stop.
    
       As I hold back trying not to cum yet he flops me onto the bed and I see his large erection. I watch as he slowly and comfortably puts on his condom. I stand up and he turns my body so I'm facing away from him. His lips place kisses up and down the side of my neck from behind. His hands snake around my body admiring my hips, breast, my pussy.
   
       Comfortably I stand there as his hands grip me making me feel safe as can be. Bending over I crawl onto the bed and he takes his place behind me but before he starts he turns me over. As I look at him I get a little tingle in my spine. I wrap my legs around him and kiss him passionately with my eyes closed. As we kiss I can feel myself drifting into him happily wanting this to never end.
    His hand goes down and assists his erections entrance to me. Slowly he pushes into me causing a loud moan from me. I shut my eyes and bite my lip hard as the pain and pleasure overwhelms my body. My hands snake around his body as he thrusts his hips into mine. My nails go into his back as he goes deeper and harder forgetting this is only my second time.

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