I could never commit suicide
I don't really want to but I couldn't if I did
The pain of knifes and noses scares me
I guess I could take pills
But
The guilt stops me
Me making everyone sad
And people wonder how they missed the signs
I just couldn't
As much as I don't want to be in this shitty life
I don't want to make it more shitty for the people around me
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Poems From Junior Year
PoetryA collection of poems from Nov 2016 to Aug 2017 that I was too scared to actually publish at the time.