Ol' Razzle Dazzle | Spam [Completed]

I need to get my life together

I keep thinking of how bad I always look and the reason I'm like that is because I gave up on that stuff. I'm kinda dissapointed in myself because I never look good, I'm horribly unorganized, I never do homework or never turn it in, I skip all my meals except for dinner most of the time, I'm super lazy and unfit, etc. I have a very long list of things I need to start doing but I

A, never have the motivation B, I'm too lazy C, Don't care enough and D, I just forget.

It's actually sad and worrying. I literally make my way through life dragging my feet. Isn't that sad? I mean I'm always tired, always emotional or just grumpy and I always get too involved in things so I act like I don't care to the point that I really don't care. Without pretending. And I dunno it's been bothering me and the more I do all these things, the more upset I get and the more upset I get, the more I do these things.

Literally my life in 3 words are lazy, sluggish and sad. But anyway,

Peace out c: