I have so many things I wanted to say when we were still together. How long it has been already? Five months? Six months? Too bad, I lost the count. Maybe then, I was just enjoying someone's company to the point I already have forgotten about you. But that doesn't mean you are no longer here inside my heart. You're still here. It's still you. Damn. Why am I even like this. Why am I still in love with you?
But maybe you're still thinking that one day I'll give up and keep coming back towards you. No, I won't anymore. One year was already enough for being such a fool. I won't keep doing the same things. I've also realized that it was me, only me, doing all the things for our relationship. You weren't even putting any single effort into it. I've realized it now, not until a year had came, can this little heart of mine overcome such foolery? I hope this heart can.
love, jade
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love, jade. 黃旭熙 & 宋雨琦
Fanfiction"how can i possibly put thoughts into words? if you're here with me, i can't do it. i always run out of words," © intothefuture on asianfanfics for the pictures used (book cover)
