I always compare our relationship from others. It was such a flattery in my heart whenever I see cute couples around being so sweet, caring and elated. They were so flamboyant to look at and how I wished our relationship was like theirs. Maybe I could just punch the moon, if only that's it, I'll gladly do it just for you to realize how much I love you.
But then again, whenever I remember the last time we talked, it always scars my heart. If only I was a better girl, maybe then you won't leave me. Thinking about it makes my scarred heart to scar even more until it will bleed non-stop.
I know, if it wasn't because of her, you wouldn't leave right? If only I was the one you loved, you wouldn't leave me right? I guess I wasn't enough then. I'm sorry if I wasn't.
love, jade
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love, jade. 黃旭熙 & 宋雨琦
Fanfiction"how can i possibly put thoughts into words? if you're here with me, i can't do it. i always run out of words," © intothefuture on asianfanfics for the pictures used (book cover)
