True (Luke Brooks Fanfiction) {COMPLETED}

Chapter 39 - Snap Back to Reality...

{Authors Note}

Just going to inform all of you that it's been 14 days since Ally and Luke last saw each other. So 15 days since Luke left England for Australia, and there had been no contact since.

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{Luke's POV}

"Happy New Years Eve!" Jai shouted whilst walking down the stairs.

"Alright dickhead!" I said, in reply to his shout.

Jai came and joined me on the sofa and started watching Tottenham and Arsenals football game as usual.

"When is Beau and Chloe coming over?" Mum asked, walking through the lounge.

"Didn't they say they were going to try and come over here before New Years, but they'd struggle with the baby..." Jai questioned.

"Mmm possibly, he's still a fucking idiot for getting poor Chloe pregnant! Anyway, a new year, a new start!" She said, joining us on athe sofa.

"Luke, as we're on the subject of girls, what's happening with you and Ally?" Jai asked.

"Don't mention her, we've argued enough times! New Year, new me!" I said, stretching along the couch.

I still loved her. I still loved her more than words could describe, but I didn't want to come across as soft. I mean, no one could stop loving that luscious, perfect girl. It was so tough for me to walk away, but I guess I just had to be the bigger person.

"So are we going to a club later tonight? So you can find a new girl of your dreams!" Jai suggested.

"Boys, I have already told you, you are not going clubbing on New Year's Eve. You are spending it with myself, your Nonno and your Nonna. End of discussion." Mum said, before I could reply.

She had been acting so dominate on us going anywhere but Nonno and Nonna's for New Years, but I haven't got a clue why. She's never normally like this.

"GOAL TO TOTTENHAM FUCK YES" Jai screamed, doing laps around the couch.

"Fuck I missed it..." I said, awaiting the replays.

"So who's going to be there tonight?" I asked.

"Well, me, you, Jai, Nonno and Nonna, I think some of your cousins, aunties and uncles and also you can invite James and Daniel if you want? Ronnie and Mariam will probably have other plans, but you can try and ask them..." She suggested.

"Jai, will you text the boys? I'm still so tired, I'm gonna go have a nap..." I asked, yawning as I spoke.

Jai nodded but kept his eyes glued to the match. I took my phone off the side of the couch and walked up the stairs and into my bedroom. I flicked the side lamp off and got under the covers in my bed. After checking my phone quickly, I put it on the floor and closed my eyes.

{Jai's POV}

"Mum, we won 3-2 to Tottenham!" I shouted after the game ended, not that she was bothered!

After gaining a grunt as a reply, I started to flick around with the channels until I started to hear something. It gradually got louder.

"ALLY NO PLEASE, I LOVE YOU. DON'T DO THIS. BABY NO, STOP, STOP IT NOW. I LOVE YOU PLEASE NO. YOU'RE MY WORLD. YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME. YOU ARE KILLING ME."

Luke! As soon as these words became noticeable, I ran upstairs and basically charged into our room to see Luke crying his eyes out, yet still asleep.

"Luke, Luke wake up!" I shouted, poking him in the shoulder.

Within seconds he woke up, panting and sobbing.

"Sh, sh it's ok Luke. Calm down, nothing's wrong.

"A-Ally, where is she?" He said, as if he couldn't remember a thing.

"Luke." My voice softened.

"She's back in England, remember? You were having difficulties, and you thought it was for the best..." I added, trying to explain the situation without making him sob more.

Luke nodded with understanding, but still kept him glum face. He picked up his phone that was on the floor, and lit up the screen to show a picture of him and Ally.

"I've never stopped loving her Jai, what do I do?" He asked, almost begging me to create a solution, but I just couldn't.

"I don't know, I think you've lost her bro..." I said, it was all I could say.

{Luke's POV}

After hearing Jai's words, I just wanted to be alone. Alone for the rest of my life if I couldn't have Ally...

"I think I'm gonna start to get ready Jai, do you mind leaving me on my own?" I asked politely.

He nodded and walked out of the room and ran back down stairs. After slowly getting up from my bed and wiping my eyes, I reached into my wardrobe and pulled out a towel. I stepped out of my bedroom, walked a little down the hall and reached the bathroom, where I walked in and locked the door behind me. I was finally alone. I switched the shower on and let the water warm up for a while. I took my white t-shirt off, then slipped off my joggers and boxers. I swung the towel over the rail of the shower and stepped inside. I allowed the hot water to fall down my back, softening every tense muscle in my body as it did so. I threw my hands across my face to rinse the water from my eyes and fell slightly forwards towards the glass wall, showing part of my reflection. I felt like smashing the glass, as if it was my face. I hated myself right now. Jai knew I could never move on from Ally, not now, not ever. I rubbed the smooth shampoo though the scalp of my head and started washing my body, as if it was a sin. I tried scrubbing all my layers of skin, just to get rid of myself.

It was all my fault. Why did I ever walk away from her?