shining in the night, that's me without you
i'm still full, i'm still whole,
i've forgotten how to live without you
black dress, dark lips,
i smile, try to tease you,
know you care, don't if you do,
i've forgotten how to love you
want me back, need me back
my heart's still oozing peach juice and tea
want me more, need me more
than you ever did before
you reach out, i cave in
only in my dark, deranged dreams
would i ever
ever ever
make you mine
never again
