chapter 1

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. Evan has been bothering me all day doesn't he get it i don't want a friend and here he is now stalking me as i walk home yep that's right hes trying to give me a lift home not happening.

"Evan stop following me i don't need a lift i have to go to the shops anyway" 

"well at least let me take you there" he said he obviously saw i was about to denie but he cut me of " that or i take you home" 

"fine" i said i couldn't let him take me home he might see my dad i cant let that happen he grinned widely at me and smiled 

"great hop in" as i sat down in the back he frowned "you do know there's a seat at the front" 

"yep" i said buckling my seat belt and rolling down the window i hated being in a tight space with people but who could blame me. i looked at him expectantly i needed to get home our i would be in deep shit.

"will you hurry up i need to get home" i snapped at him after he just sat there looking at me

hurt flashed across his face and for a moment i felt guilty but i didn't let it show i couldn't if i did then he'd think i want to be friends and want to come over and start asking questions about my scars and bruises i couldn't risk it so i stayed quiet and didn't apologies. he started the car quickly and quietly asked what shop i was going to.

i quickly gave him the name of the shop that was close to my house after a couple of awkward minutes in the car he started speaking 

"so about the song we have to perform  for music" that's right we have music together as well as history and drama

"yeah" 

"what song we doing?" 

"we could do 'sweet dreams Emily browning version' do you know how to play guitar?"

"yeah we could do that i'll learn that song on the guitar tonight" 

"good and i'll practice singing it" i said actually feeling happy for once i loved music it helped me through really hard times 

"so " he said as we rounded the corner to the shop "how did you get that bruise?" the air suddenly went tense 

"i fell and hit my head on the stairs. i felt like such an idiot" i said laughing lightly hoping he bought my lie

"so your clumsy" he said the air loosing its intensity as he laughed softly 

"yeah" i said plastering a fake smile to my face and he smiled a real one back as he stopped the car we said our good byes and i  headed to the shop.

                                                         after shopping 

as i got out his beer and a microwavable dinner i made it quickly and opened the beer i sat it on the table and ran to my room i decided to try the song out just now before he was home i sang loudly and clearly i just finished singing when the door banged open from downstairs i held in a deep breath until i heard him go into the living room i started on my other homework and hid it in my school bag it didn't take me long because i was an A+ student. i had to be so when i was finally old enough i could get a decent job nothing fancy just something to pay the bills. right now i was working at a restaurant at the other side of town now your probably thinking shes only 16 she cant have a job but i look older than my real age so i told them i was 18 an they believed me. that's when i heard the sound of footsteps coming up the stairs i was silently praying that he would just walk by but luck has never been on my side as i heard my door open i stood up quickly

"you little bitch" he hissed "i want a proper dinner not that crap" he said punching me in the stomach making me buckle over where he quickly kicked my back i went to turn over not realizing he was going to whip me with his belt until the buckle hit me on the face  i cried out in pain something i usually didn't do unless it really hurt then he dragged the knife down my arm a couple of times then started kicking me repeatedly over in over before he spat at me and said 

"i hope you learned you're lesson you little shit" before walking out i wanted to cry but i will not give him that satisfaction i waited until i heard him snoring before getting up slowly and crawling into bed i was to tired id deal with my injuries tomorrow. 

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abbs xxx

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