Authors Notes::
This is my first book I have ever attempted to write, well Im actually working on
three other storys now to but I finished the first chapter of this one first. So Im
going to work with this one for a while. Im not really sure where Im going to go
with this but I know you shouldn't think the obvious. Theres going to be at the least
one big twist you didnt expect. Tell me what you think of this chapter what you like,
what you didnt like, Vote :)
Also any song that is ever mentioned in my story will be placed over -->
So you can hear what it sounds like and stuff. Thanks somuch for reading!
<3Tiffany
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Chapter 1::
"Are you sure you want to do this?" He asked as he stared down straight into my eyes, searching for an answer. I hope my eyes don't show how unsure I am.
He's amazing crystal blue eyes, I could stare into them forever. Do I want to do this? Gawd, how could I answer him when Im not even sure, If I want to do this? If im ready to do this? Do I want to give it all away. To him? I did just meet him, what like 2 weeks ago? But it feels like I have known Brad my whole life. Is that enough....
I should probly start at the begining, roughly 2 and a half weeks ago. For starters my names Julianne and im an 18 year old Senior at River Point High School. Most people say I look like Ke$ha Sebert? I don't see it at all, okay we are kinda similar but not really. First of all Im a brunette, not a dirty blonde, emphasis on the dirty part. Granted our hairstyles pretty similar witht he whole wavy hair that just sorta falls everywhere. I have deep green hazel eyes, that I adore! I have a pretty toned bod, I have visible abs, but not huge to were I look all butch. They just bearly graze the surface. Mine and Ke$has styles pretty similar too, but I dressed the way I did before anyone even knew who she was so not my fault. I have tons of bracelets that I wear constantly and usually one or two necklaces but I try not to over do it there. My ears are pierced but I dont wear anything to flashy there, I usually wear circular barbells but I have a couple cute pair of hoops for special occations. I have my helix pierced too, with a small hoop, and then my nose is also pierced, I either have a small stud in or a small hoop, depends on my mood I guess. I don't completely look like her, right? I mean yeah I have a tendancy to wear boots, but who doesn't? I wear converse and slip ons to you know. My wardrobes normal, made of skinny jeans and hot daisy dukes, your average girl t-shirts, tanks, and vests.
Okay so I guess I kinda look like her but I don't act anything like her. I don't drink, I see no point in getting wasted and regreting everything I did the night before. Same for drugs. Its all pointless. I party sober! Its great, I can act crazy and have fun with all the messed up people but not regret anything the next day and I can actually remember it all. chicka chicka. Im not a slut. Im a virgin. Most people probly think otherwise because Im hot, not being conceited or anything but I am. I don't really ever actually have a boyfriend, not saying I have never been asked, but the single life is way funner! Another reason people pronly think Im not carrying my V-Card. I go for what I want, I kiss who I want to. Im not scared, Im not shy, I say what I think and feel. Im totally BA! Okay, maybe that was a little conceited but oh well. Im not scared to lose my virginity, I just dont want to lose it and give it away to anyone and everyone like most the stuck up hoes at River Point. Most the guys know and have learned that im not budging on this and most leave me alone and go find a prettier slut to bang. I want losing it to mean something, isn't that what its suppose to be? Isn't that why so many people wait till marriage? I don't know but Im definately not having meaningless sex with the douche bags at my school and they know it. I think everyone knows it, but no one believes it. Whatever I could careless.
