Cancer

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Harry: A sigh left his lips as he watched you rinse your mouth out after spewing the remaining contents from your stomach, "I'm fine." You muttered staring back at him through the mirror as you brought your hand up to wipe at your mouth once more. "Seriously Harry...I'm fine." You repeated as he stood with his teeth clenched, nonetheless nodding his head in response although his face clearly showed he didn't believe you. You felt the uneasy feeling, swallowing hard to push back down the bile that was making its way up your esophagus. Turning around and leaning against the counter you shot him the best smile you could muster only forcing another sigh to escape his lips, "I...you know [Y/N] its okay to not be fine all the time." He frowned running his hands through his dull curls, "I don't expect you to...I know it's painfully and-and if you're hurting I'd like to know so I can help in the best way I could." He took his lip between his teeth with his hands now shoved in his pockets. "I just don't want you to forget I'm here...you're not alone." He spoke softly his eyes falling from yours. Wrapping your arms around your self you nodded slowly, "I know Harry..." You whispered a matching frown on your lips as well.

Zayn: "You don't have to stay." You breathed hiking the blanket higher up your body as you felt his eyes focused on your body. "What'd you mean babe?" He asked with knitted brows as you peered over your shoulder to see him. "You don't have to stick around anymore Z..." You swallowed the small lump sitting in the back of your throat as a frown took over his lips, "I know it's a bit much." "You're not being serious are you?" He asked receiving silence in response and he felt his blood begin to boil. "You think I can't handle it or something [Y/N]...yeah it kills me to see you going through this right now but that doesn't mean I'm just going to walk out on you." He ran his hand through his hair frustratedly as he walked closer to the bed before you felt the bed dip a bit as he took a seat beside you. "M'not going anywhere [Y/N]...I'm with you. I'm fighting this cancer too babe." He spoke quietly letting his arm drape over your still body gently before lying down with you. "I really love you," He spoke softly with his lips pressed to your ear, "you're all I'm worried about [Y/N] and ...leaving you hasn't come across my mind. So don't think about me going anywhere because I'm not." He placed a small kiss to your temple.

Louis : "What are you doing Maddie? Your mum's sleeping." He asked watching your daughter back away from your still figure before her eyes trailed up to him. "She's breathing." She muttered with her hands clasped behind her back as Louis's brows furrowed. "Of course she is Maddie..." Louis sighed beckoning her to follow him out the room and closing it gently behind her, "why wouldn't she be?" He asked as he watched her shrug her shoulders. "Is mommy gonna be okay daddy?" She questioned taking her lower lip between her teeth and Louis nodded his head quickly kneeling in front of her. "Mommy's gonna be fine in no time Madison she-she's just a bit sick." He choked as he felt his eyes welling up a little from the lie he'd just told his daughter. "I-I just miss her daddy...I miss mommy." She whispered with trembling lips as her eyes filled with tears of her own. Pulling her into him, Louis closed his arms around her tightly a small whimper leaving his lips as a few tears began to spill over his lower lids, "I miss her too Maddie...so much," He cried as his daughters tears soaked the front of his shirt, "but we have to be strong for mommy she's going to fine...you know how much she doesn't like you crying." He pulled away from the embrace a bit to bring his thumb up to her cheeks and wiping away the fallen tears. To his surprise she mocked his actions, wiping the tears from his as well and she gave him a weak smile. "Strong for mommy." She whispered with a small nod of her head.

Liam: He looked on as you stared in the mirror your fingers running through your thinning hair with a frown tugging at your lips as you gripped tightly on the scissors. Swallowing hard you held a clump of hair in your hand as you let the scissors close around it. He continued watching as you let more of your hair fall to the ground beside you with tear filled eyes. "This doesn't change anything [Y/N]." He breathed taking a seat beside you on the ground. "It does...look at me Li. I-sometimes I barely recognize myself...I hate looking at myself Liam." You cried tearing your eyes away from your reflection to stared over at him, "I look terrible." You let the scissors fall in your lap before you brought your hands up to cover your face. "[Y/N] stop it okay..." He frowned as he pried your hands away from your face and forcing you to stare into the mirror, "You're beautiful [Y/N]...nothing can ever change that." He spoke softly staring at you through the mirror. "You hear me babe...I swear nothing will ever change how beautiful you are to me. You don't know how much I love this girl I'm looking at right now...she's going through the toughest thing in her life right now and I...I wish I could take your pain away. I wish I could make you believe that you're just as beautiful as you were when I first met you." He whispered letting a few tears slip from his eyes, "You're going through a lot of changes with this cancer...but nothing's gonna change you and I"

Niall: "I know you probably think you're doing the right thing but...but [Y/N] I need you to get better." He stared down at you with reddened eyes as he gripped onto your shoulders. "I-I can't raise a baby by myself." He cried out with a fresh coat of tears in his eyes, "Can...can you please be reasonable here? We can have another baby...I..." He choked out through his tears letting his face fall into your shoulder as his hands encircled around you. "You heard what the doctors said...once this baby's here you can die days later." He spoke into your shoulder as his breathing picked up, "What am I going to [Y/N] huh? Why won't you say anything to me?" He pulled back from the one-sided embrace and stared back at you with a distraught look upon his face. "I'm sorry Niall...but there's no telling the chemo can get rid of the tumor. So-so why not let the baby live...we both don't have to go." You muttered letting your eyes fall from his as another sob slipped through his parted lips, "At least you'll have the baby..." You tried reasoning as he backed away from you running his hand through his matted hair. "I want you [Y/N]...I know it sounds so fucking selfish but I want you over this baby..." He whimpered as he let his body fall into the seat against the wall. "I fucking want you [Y/N]...don't do this to me." He sniffled dropping his face into his hands as his body continued to shake. "Please don't do this to me."

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