"My blood, sweat and tears
My last dance
Take it away
My blood, sweat and tears
My cold breath
Take it away
My blood, sweat and tears
Even my blood, sweat and tears
Even my body, heart and soul
I know that it's all yours
This is a spell that'll punish me
Peaches and cream
Sweeter than sweet
Chocolate cheeks
And chocolate wings
But your wings are wings of the devil
In front of your sweet is bitter bitter
Kiss me, I don't care if it hurts,
Hurry and choke me
So I can't hurt any more
Baby, I don't care if I get drunk, I'll drink you in now
Your whiskey, deep into my throat
My blood, sweat and tears
My last dance
Take it away
My blood, sweat and tears
My cold breath
Take it away
I want you a lot, a lot, a lot
I want you a lot, a lot, a lot
I want you a lot, a lot, a lot
I want you a lot, a lot, a lot
I don't care if it hurts, tie me up
So I can't run away
Grab me tightly and shake me
So I can't snap out of it
Kiss me on the lips lips,
Our own little secret
I wanna be addicted to your prison
So I can't serve anyone that's not you
Even though I know,
I drink the poisonous Holy Grail
My blood, sweat and tears
My last dance
Take it away
My blood, sweat and tears
My cold breath
Take it away
I want you a lot, a lot, a lot
I want you a lot, a lot, a lot
I want you a lot, a lot, a lot
I want you a lot, a lot, a lot
Kill me softly
Close my eyes with your touch
I can't even reject you anyway
I can't run away anymore
You're too sweet, too sweet
Because you're too sweet
My blood, sweat and tears
My blood, sweat and tears" -Blood, Sweat, and Tears
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A S H
I feel my body's energy get drained and more drained.
I want to give up. On living, on everything.
But I feel a hand, on mine, holding on to it like there was no tomorrow.
"Please... Please wake up, Ash."
It's Harry's voice. Telling me to wake up.
I don't know how but it gave me an urge. To still fight.
I opened my eyes, ever so slowly.
There he was, holding onto my hand and whispering things I can't quite catch.
"Hey... I am awake." I shook him with my weak hand, noticing the dextrox injected to me.
I am in the hospital... What happened?
All I remember is blacking out when Courtney warned me about telling Harry the truth, that I didn't have a clue about.
"You're awake! Let me call the nurse." He was about to stand up but I held his hand, preventing him.
"Wait... Not yet. Later." I smiled weakly.
I feel like not talking, but I have to ask, it's been bothering me.
"How long was I out?" I started.
I can't just bomb him with questions.
"Hmm... About 27 days already." He said.
"What? That long?" I asked, surprised.
"Yes. You had me really worried." He said, holding my hand.
What's happening to me? I feel warm.
Damn. I have to forget this feeling...
"What happened to Courtney?" I asked, closing my eyes.
"She's uhm, gone. For good."
"How?" I asked, worried.
"I got out from her guards and well I, got rid of her."
"Oh." Was all I could say. I didn't know he was really strong.
Courtney's guards are pretty mighty actually.
Almost like us.
"Did she tell you anything... informal?" I asked slowly.
He thought for a minute, making me nervous and my palm sweaty.
"Nothing." He said finally.
I took a deep breath. I thought she did.
"Oh okay then. I feel tired." I told him.
"Just sleep. I'll be here." He gave me a small smile then I closed my eyes.
Finally resting..
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H A R R Y
I lied to her.
Yes, Courtney did say something. Something that I refuse to believe.
Courtney told me what she said is, 'the truth' before I proceeded to end her life.
I don't want to believe.
It seemed so unreal.
Ash said to me before that she hated her parents. I believe her.
Maybe she knew? I would never know.
I don't want to ask or even talk to her about it.
In all honesty, I'm scared.
Scared of what she'll be telling me.
Scared that I might lose her.
I love her.
Although now, I'm not really sure if she loves me back.
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