Roommates

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"babe" I smiled, as I held a blunt in between two fingers. zach turned around and looked at me as I took a drag.

he held his head down low. "I shouldn't be letting you do this eva" he sighed flopping down on the couch. I looked at him with sorrow.

I giggled. "you know I'll be fine, like always". i took another drag.

"but fine isn't good enough for me, I don't want you to hurt yourself I've been through the same shit" he sighed, I could see his looking back at the undelightful memories.

"and that exactly why you understand me and mark at our bar knows your name" ever since we met at the bar we now call it our bar. I took another drag.

"yeah, I remember going to the bar every other night. yah know for stupid reasons" he said as he watched the smoke evaporate in the air.

"and what kinda of reasons are they" I asked a little bit fuzzy in the head. he looked at me with his big blue eyes.

I took another drag.

"well my dad left my mom and my siblings when I was 16. and my mom went into shut down mode." he crossed his legs and ran his hand through his hair looking down at the ground. he was stressed talking about it.

I went and crawled over to him sitting real close, I put my legs on top of his lap. his hands naturally fell down on to my onto my thighs.

he looked at me and sighed "I had to take care of my family for a while. when my mom started to become stable again, I had to earn her trust."

I took another hit still staring at him in the eyes even though some smoke was in the way.

"I'm sorry" I said, frowning a bit. he looked at me a little hurt. he continued to stare into my eyes until, reality kicked back in to him making him jump a little.

"ohh no, don't be. it was the past, now all we have to worry about it the future" he smiled as his thumb caressed my thigh.

that was one thing I liked about him is that he could make the good out of everything and everyone. he's the opposite of me but I know he's making me better.

i took another hit. I felt more fuzz come to my head. I sat up and pecked zachs mouth. he continued to caress my thigh as he kind of zoned out.

another hit.

then another.

then a couple more.

I was loopy and didn't know what I was saying. I looked over to zach and grabbed him lightly by the face. he looked over to me, lightly raising his eyebrows ready for me to speak.

I then looked at him straight in the eyes and smiled. "I'm going to marry you someday" I said not thinking.

he laughed a little. "Eva, I think it's time for bed" he said taking the blunt out of my hands and taking a bowl squashing the burning miracle.

I wasn't really faded by it. I then sat on his lap and cupped his cheeks in my hands.

"no for real one day, we're going to marry each other like prince and princess and live happily ever after." I said and clapped my hands together smiling at the beautiful yet unrealistic thought.

"yes hopefully one day" he said and picked me up bridal style walking towards his room. "but until then..." he laid me down on the bed and put the covers over me. he hovered over me like he was my mother telling me a bedtime story. " I will continue to treat you like a princess, because that's what you are" he said bopping my nose.