Roommates

c h a p t e r ~ f o r t y f o u r

its evaaaa
drug use and sexual gestures are used in this chapter. also a very big plot twist 🙃
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"i would like some DMT" I said to kian over the phone lightly grinning, I need to see kelsey again even if I got to go through hell like seeing jc again, and my boyfriend marrying my bestfriend, and my bestfriend having my almost rapist kids. and I realize it was a hallucination but, I cant feel like not trusting anyone and wanting to see kelsey again.

"no" he said over the phone , my eyebrows crease. "i cant lose you too" I sighed.

"you wont, I promise" I said, trying my hardest to give him a little hope.

"eva, don't make promises you have no way to keep"

"please kian" I beg him.

"no, eva and its final" he said strictly, then I heard beeping over the phone. I turned off my phone and threw it. I ran my hands through my hair and sighed. I got up and changed into a white crop top and high-wasted black ripped jeans and put my hair half up half down. I picked up my phone on the ground seeing it not cracked , thank the lord.

I then walked downstairs to see nehal making coffee, and zach? who was laughing with emma. they stopped laughing and Zach looked at emma. and my heart broke, it looked like he adored her. I always knew I was never a match for any of the girls, they are prettier than me and always have been. maybe Zach wants a girl that actually has there life together, like emma. I am a druggy and a alcoholic that is also addicted to netfilx, barely a adult.

I walk down the last step, and all attention is on me. I swallow uncomfortably. its like everyone in here is my enemy.

"good morning" said nehal smiling, I fake smiled back at her.

"hello sunshine" Zach said walking over to me, I looked over at emma to see her pursing her lips at Zach. she soon saw that I was looking at her and faked a smile. she's jealous. I bit my lip.

"ummh hi, yeah I got to go. I'm supposed to be hanging out with sammuel and skate for a little." I said clenching my teeth. while I was getting ready I was think about somehow I could get my drugs, luckily I have close friends that are just like me. zachs smile fell.

"i thought we we could go and say hi to mark today and watch netfix?" he asked, as if I didn't already state that I have plans. I looked over to nehal and she gave me a sorrow look. then I looked over to emma who seemed like she was trying to hide a smile by biting her lips together. I then became furious, but I wasn't going to let it show.

"how about you and emma go do that together. you guys seemed really fond of each other." I faked smiled. his face became pale like he was trying to hide something, i then looked over to emma to see her face the same way. then they both smiled, fakely may I add.

"ummh sure, if that's fine with emma" he said and looked over to emma and she smiled (not fake) and shook her head yes.

"okay then, I might not be home tonight." I said picking up my keys and a hand grabbed my shoulder, I turned around to see zach.

"your coming home tonight, okay?" I lifted my eyebrows at him, yes he is my boyfriend but he can't tell me what to do like my parents.

Ohh I remember this.

Oh sure you do jc.

~ flashback ~

"your not going, and that's final." jc said as he blocked the door way. I looked up at him furious.

"your not my dad jc!" I screamed at him, then I felt an burning pain in my cheek, and I fell to the ground.

he slapped me.