When All Hell Breaks Loose. (BOTDF+BVB Zombie Apocalypse)

A Pretty Fucked Up Life.

We picked up all 5 of her journals. Each one had contained all of her notes and journal entries for the past 4 years. Now the other one had a couple of personal notes it it. Believe me I still didn't like the idea of all of us going through her stuff, but still.

[Yes Nicole. You've already beaten us for going through your stuff! I know it was wrong. Hey, at least we didn't shoot at you when you went through your stuff! You didn't? Oh... Sorry]

Everyone sat behind me while I opened the journal. As soon as I undid the strap, two pictures fell out. Jayy picked them up and looked at them. His face filled with sadness as he showed everyone. Both of the pictures has families in them. The first on had a family of three, but one child was marked out in black shapie. We flipped it on the back and saw who it was. (Real Family) Matthew Tucker-Dad, Katlyin Tucker-Mom, Camden-Brother, Rachel-Sister, Nicole-Waste of space. The only sad thing is, that everthing was in Nicoles' hand-writing. All of it except for the "waste of space". That was not her hand-writing and you could easily tell.

The second on had a family of two. On the back it said: (Foster Family) David Hewitt-Dad, Alexa Hewitt-Mom, Belle-Sister, Nicole-"Sister". And at the bottom, in big letters, it had the words: I'm Sorry. Written in red sharpie.

Everyone looked at eachother then we immediatly opened her journal. Why was she sorry? What did she do? We read through the pages and found all kinds of chilling notes. One page made me want to shut the book. She had taped a used razor blade to the top of the page, and if that wasn't bad enough, she actually wrote about it. About how she tore her skin apart. About how she deserved the physical and mantal pain that she was going through. About wanting to slow slide across her skin so she could lay back and bleed. Slowly fading out of exsistance.

"J-Jake.... Check her wrists.... Now!"

His eyes widened as he slow inched closer to her. He lightly gripped her arm and brought it out. As he looked, he became more confused. He checked her other wrist and came back over.

"Well?"

"I didn't see anything. Do you think she was lying?"

Jinxx covered his mouth.

"They could be on her thighs or stomach."

"Well we are not checking in those places."

Everyone nodded and we continued looking through the journal and came upon another page with a small key taped to it. The only word on the paper was "Good-bye". We didn't care about what the key was for, but we kept looking for something about her family. Then we found the page. It said "I'm sorry, for everything".

**Nicole P.O.V**

I felt someone grabbing my arms and pulling them out. I opened my eyes just enough to see the guys crowded around my bag. I got a better look and saw that Dahvie had one of my journals. Hopefully, he didn't have the one I thought he had. I slow crept over in front of them. They were so focused on the journal that they didn't even notice me. I was finally in front of Dahvie and saw that he was about to read the page about my foster family. My eyes widened and I quickly snatched the book away from him. All of them fell back onto each other. I gritted my teeth and pulled my bag back over. I put everything back and stood up and streched.

"Well good morning, Ms. Hewitt." Ash said.

My eyes widened as I quickly tackled him. Pinning him to the floor.

"Don't you fucking call me that again purdy boy. Or I swear to god i'll fucking kill and feed you to the zombies!" I growled with my face inches from his.

I felt my grip on his wrists tighted from anger.

"Ok ok! Calm down! You wouldn't hurt on of your crushes would you?"

My jaw dropped and I felt my eyes fill with tears. Someone came up behind me and pulled me off of him. I fell back down on the floor, quickly wiping my eyes. Everyone was sitting around me again, staring. I brought my head down and massaged my forehead.

"H-How much do you know?"

"What?"

I looked up at all of them. My eyes filled with rage and burning anger.

"I said how much do you know about me!?"

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