A Deal For 100 Days (KathNiel FanFiction)

Chapter 28

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>Kath's POV<

Umakyat ako sa kwarto ko dahil gusto kong magpahinga. Ang bigat ng nararamdaman ko ngayon. Last night, I realized that I can't be so stupid when it comes to love. Hanggang kelan ba ako magpapakatanga sa kakasiksik ng sarili ko sa taong hindi ako kayang mahalin pabalik.

I ran to my parents house to talk to them about how I feel right now and I am blessed to have them becaue they understood me. I accepted the deal 3 months ago dahil akala ko hindi ako masasaktan pero I was totally wrong. Nakasakit ako ng isang tao na walang ginawa kundi ang mahalin ako at nasaktan ko rin ang sarili ko dahil naging tanga ako.

"Anak?" I heard Mom's voice. She's outside my room.

"Bukas yan Mom." I said. I don't have the energy to get up and face her. I'm so down right now.

"Are you okay?" tumabi sa akin si Mommy at niyakap ako. I really need a tight hug from her and from Dad right now.

"I'm near to being okay Mom. Kailangan ko lang talagang ifigure out ang mga nangyayari." Sagot ko sa kanya.

"I'm sorry dahil naging dahilan kami kung bakit ka nasasaktan ngayon." My Mom's voice is getting weaker. She's about to cry because she's blaming herself on why I have this heartache right now.

"No Mom. You don't need to be sorry. I don't blame you for this. Kasalanan ko rin naman kasi. Nadala ako sa emotions ko. Hindi ko nacontrol ang feelings ko." I hug her tightly. Making sure that i don't blame her and Dad.

"You want to go shopping?" may sigla sa boses ni Mommy nang inaya niya ko. I miss our girls bonding but I don't feel going to the mall right now.

"I think you want to rest. We'll just do it some other time." Biglang nawala ang sigla niya nang siya ay nagsalitang muli.

"No Mom. I miss to shop with you. Ngayon lang ulit tayo magbobonding papalampasin ko pa ba." I faked my smile.

"Get yourself ready. I'll ask your Dad if he want to come." She's so excited pero ako hindi masyado. I'm sorry Mom. I need to fix myself and show to them that I am really okay.

I run to my closet and find something to wear that I am comfortable. Then I saw my Shirt with a text printed on it saying "LOVE is just a matter of choice". Pati t-shirt o sumasang-ayon rin sa nararamdaman ko. Kinuha ko ito at naghanap ng pants sa pants section ng closet ko. I am more comfortable wearing Shirt and Pants with white sneakers than those sophisticated dresses.

Bumaba ako after kong mag-ayos and then I saw my Mom and Dad patiently waiting for me at our door. I am smiling while watching them from behind. Hanggang ngayon ay kinikilig pa rin ako sa kanilang dalawa. They are really in love with each other.

"Can I interrupt you two? Baka kasi langgamin ang bahay natin?" sindaya kong pumagitna sa kanilang dalawa. Dad laughed at me but Mom was silent like she's a teenager being caught having a sweet moment with her boyfriend.

"Let's go." Aya sa amin ni Dad. He walked toward the driver seat. I guess this is really a family date only dahil wala ang driver namin.

Tahimik lang akong nakikinig sa kanilang dalawa. They are reminiscing their vacation in Hawaii last month. Tawa sila ng tawa habang nag-uusap. Seeing them happy makes me happy. Ang swerte ni Mommy na nakakita siya ng lalaking kagaya ni Dad.

"Bat ang tahimik mo anak?" pagtataka ni Mommy.

"Don't worry about me Mom. Nag-eenjoy akong makinig sa inyong dalawa." I said then smiled at her.

Pagdating namin sa mall dumiretso kami ni sa section ng girl's dresses. I guess Mom will by a new one again. I saw a familiar figure of a woman. She's busy looking for dress also. Hindi pa ako sure kung siya nga talaga dahil nakatalikod siya.

"Anak, you can look for dresses that you want." Sabi sa akin ni Mommy. Dad is holding her hand na parang ayaw niyang mawala si Mom.

"Okay Mom. I'll leave the two of you. Parang gusto ka kasi solohin ni Dad. Sana hindi nalang ako sumama." Biro ko sa kanilang dalawa. Tawa lang ang sagot nila sa akin and then they leave me alone.

I am about to go to T-shirts section pero nahagip ng mata ko si DJ. Hindi ako maaring magkamali. Sinundan ko siya pero hindi ko na nakita. Then I remember, I saw Julz kanina pero I am not that sure dahil nakatalikod lang siya and then now I saw DJ. I hope it is not the one that I am afraid to see.

I am walking fast to escape whatever situation I will have at this moment but fate is playing with us so well. The two of them are walking on my direction. Napahinto ako. We are just one meter apart with each other. They stopped also. DJ's face is in shock while Julz, she's smiling like she won again in our battle.

"What a lucky day for the three of us. FYI Kath, ikaw ang pinag-uusapan naming ngayon ni DJ. Don't worry hindi ka niya sinisiraan sa akin." She's talking like we're really close with each other. I hate the tone of her voice.

"Don't worry Julz. I don't care if he's back biting me or praising me. We'll gonna be over in just few more days. Then after that ibabalik ko na ang dapat ay nasa iyo naman talaga." I don't know where did I get the courage to speak like that. Maybe I was carried away by my emotion and by this awkward situation.

"Chand, I can explain. . ."

"No DJ. No need for you to explain. Just a friendly reminder. My Mom and Dad are just around so if I were you, I'll leave this place and bring my girl to other mall. My Dad will be very angry pag nakita nniya kayo and I know he will talk immendiately to your dad so better leave."

He wanted to explain but I interrupted him. There's no need for him to create story and lie again. I understand how he feels. Julz smiled like she's loving this game. I don't care kung ano ang iniisip niya ngayon. She's not my business. Hindi na nagsalita si DJ.

"I'll leave the two of you." Sabi ko at naglakad palayo sa kanila.

I find myself walking to the direction of the comfort room. I am holding back my tears while talking to them. Pasalamat nalang ako at kinaya ko pa silang kausapin. I am really a mess right now. Masakit palang makita mismo ng dalawa mong mata na magkasama ang taong mahal na mahal mo at ang taong mahal na mahal niya. Hindi mo alam kung saan ang lugar mo.

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