Texting a Stranger | Matty Healy | °ONHOLD°

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*Month later*

Hey?

Who's this?

What do you mean??? :/

I mean, who's this? It's not a hard question!

Alessia?

... Well obviously. I know who I am. I want to know who you are....

You deleted my number? :(

Doesn't matter then. Forget I messaged you. Take care you x

 Matty?

Yeah.... :(

What do you want???

To talk? Please! x

I know I fucked up.

I know I have a lot of explaining to do.... Just give me the opportunity to do it. xxx

I missed you.

Then talk....

I fucked up....

You can say that again!

ok... I fucked up! :)

I'm not in the mood for shits&giggles. So if you're done?....

I'm not. Just wait. I have some explaining to do.

Zzzzz.....

I started to like you. And things started getting serious quickly. My feelings for you, for somoene I don't even know, got too much and scared the shit out of me. And instead of opening up to you, I did the one thing I shouldn't have. The one thing I regret the most! And I just need you to know I'm really, fucking sorry, ok!

What did you do?

I slept with someone.

I don't even know why.

I mean, I was drunk. And NO WAY am I throwing that out there as a pass for an excuse, I just, I don't know Lessia :( I fucked it all up

So you slept with someone? It's not the end of the world.... You didn't have to vanish without a word. THAT'S WHAT HURTS!

It's not like we're together. I never even met you, Matty! I've fucking weirdly met Matty Healy more than I have you 😂

And you fucked him off... for me. I bet you regret that now, huh?

Nah. Not really. He's a dirty dog too and can't keep it in his pants from the things I've read.... And like someone like me would have a chance with him anyway hahahaha

Yeah well, not all of it is true, not everything you hear and read is true, just remember that! AND STOP BEING SO NEGATIVE ABOUT YOURSELF!! 

I'll keep that in mind, haha. Thanks.

So, what happens now? :/ x

Nothing, Matty. You continue being the stranger you've been from the start. Good luck with your music career and everything, I'm sure you'll smash it, so keep going. (kiss emoji) xxxx

Don't. Don't do this! :(

I hate goodbye's! xxxx

Then don't say anything. You've mastered that pretty well recently. xx 

Take care then, I guess xxxxx

Take care, Matty. x