That girl/Grayson Dolan

that girl

grayson's POV

i was walking down the street to my house, and i see alex walking. i go quietly to her and scare her.

me: boo!-i say and she jumps.

alex: omg grayson you scared me! i dont like scares! dont do that ever again.-she said laughing a little bit. i laughed with her.

me: you live by here?-i ask, cause bella told me that barely no one in school lives in this alley or near here.

alex: yeah, i've been living here since i moved here.-

Me: and where did you live before?-

Alex: i lived in new jersey, its pretty cool there.- wow, how come shes from new jersey? I've never seen her there.

Me: me too, i went to the west morris central school and you?-

Alex's POV

Omg what? He went to the same fucking school as me? My head feels dizzy now. Well its not that suurprising, i mean i've lost lots of memories.

Me: me too, but sorry if i dont remeber you, i was very anti-social back there.- i really cant remember about him. But he looks very familiar. Suddenly my head stars to ache. I sit down on a bench near me and grab my head. What the fuck is wrong with me?
Grayson: hey, are you ok? Let me help you.-
Me: yeah, im ok, this happens a lot; even more when i try to remember.- WTF shit! I shouldn't have said that, now he'll think im a weirdo or a freak.
Grayson: what? I didn't know it was that hard to remember things, are you sure you're ok?-
I nodded and i stood up.
Me: im ok, i swear. Thanks tho.-i say and start to walk again.
Grayson: ok then. My house's here, i'll see you tomorrow, bye.- he said and i waved my hand at him while he opened his door.

Okay this is going crazy. How come he lives so near me, my house is only one street down from here. But i really dont wanna go home, and i know what youre thinking, "why doesn't she wants to go home?? School is hell and home is heaven." Well not for me. My dad is an alcoholic freak since mom died and my sister's is a fucking adult that doesnt even live with us anymore. Dad doesnt even has a job, my aunt pays everything for us and i pay a little bit with the money i earn from my job as a dog walker, but i dont gain lot from that; 10$ each dog. Nearly no one lets me walk their dogs, they say im not responsible enough. 

i walked down to my house and i see no one inside, thanks god i didnt want to deal with dad today.

grayson's POV

okay, so now im worried, maybe something serious happened to alexs and im not helping her, maybe she needs help. i really dont now.

i go upstairs, no one's home, mom is at work and dad too. i go to my room and put some music, all i do is stare at my ceiling, thinking about ethan, and how he left me. i really miss him, we spent all our time together and did everything together. without him i feel incomplete, he was my soulmate and to know he's not here anymore makes me wanna die. 

he died to years ago, and these two years were so hard to pass through, the first 7 months all i did was cry and remeber all the memories we had together. i started to be stronger, cause that was ethan wanted me to be, strong. i returned to high school, my other school back in new jersey, but i was left alone, every night i cried and even at the shower, i just felt so lonely. and now im here in a new school, with only two friends; bella and andrew, i couldnt count alex, shes different, i dont knw what she thinks of me, probably she doesnt even thinks about me.

after a long time of thinking i looked up at the clock, bella's party starts at 8:30, so i've got a little time left to relax.

alex's POV

i was studying spanish and now i know whats raqueta, its racket, im dumb, i know. suddenly my phone rings, its a message, form bella(?

bella: a party without alcohol isnt cool, or maybe even drugs... Grayson.

okay, why did she put grayson at the end? and why does she sends me this shit?

me: wtf.

bella: nothing, you dont need to know, bye honey, have fun studying nerd.

me: have fun partying slut :)

i ignored that text, but i got a nother one two minutes later.

bella: have you got the drugs, we gotta get him drugged.

me: wtf, i dont do drugs.

bella: that wasnt for you.

oh shit, that wasnt for me, that was for aliss, her friend. durg who? what? oh ufck, drug grayson?

i call grayson as fast as i could, this isnt the first time bella drugs someone, but he doesnt aswers. i texted him: "youre gonna get drugged" but hes doesnt sees it. i think i gotta go to that party then "why do you care so much about him? he isnt even your friend" bella can destroy his life, and im not beign dramatic, she has done it several times, but no one knows apart from me.

i wear some black skinny jeans, a white crop top and a flannel on top, if im goona go then i gotta seem normal.

at bella's party

grayson's POV

i was dancing with bella in front of me, she looked so good in that black dress, but i get bored of dancing, the music was just not good. 

me: im going out to the backyard okay?-

bella: okay, i'll see you there in five, also, i have a surprise for you.-she says winking.

i nod and go out of there. theres not much people out here at the backyard and. 

alex: grayson!!-i hear alex calling my name. i turn around to see alex, she looks that she just ran a marathon.

me: you look very tired are you- she cuts me before i can finish my sentence.

alex: i ran from my house to here.-

me:oh, you could've told me, i coul've get you a ride to here. i didnt know you were coming.-

alex: i didnt come for the party. i came because i have to warn you, bella's gonna drug you!-

me: what? youre crazy, i dont think she would do that. shes very nice to me, she's my friend.-what was alex talking about?, bella's very nice.

alex:im warning you! she can ruin you entire life!-

me: prove it! you cant! youre just jealous!- wtf why did i say that?

alex: jealous of what?! tell me! i though you were at least my friend, i just wanted to warn you! but i see you just dont trust me, you know what? do what you want.-she said and she just walked away. why do i fuck up everything?

i go inside to tell bella im gonna leave, i dont to be here anymore. this just reminds me of ethans girlfriend, she wanted to warn me about ethan.

flashback

me and ethan were at a highway withcameron and alexandra, ethan's girlfriend. ethan and alex were in a car, and me and cameron were in another one. suddenly ethans car crashes.