hood love

chapter 28: WHY??

calasia p.o.v

so im juss now waking up again and i look on my phone and it says 15 missed calls from diamond and one text message i open the text and i read it but im juss like ok and then i called diamond to see whats up??

phone convo

diamond:*answers* bitch now you wanna answer

calasia:*laughs* nigga you know im a deep sleeper but whats wrong

diamond:you dont know

calasia: know what

diamond: TAYON KILLED HIS SELF

calasia:you serious

diamond: dead ass serious...its all over facebook, twitter,people making videos on and putting up pictures on instagram

calasia:*voice starts cracking* w-why h-him

diamond:boo calm down...dont start that

calasia:h-how i-if h-he g-g-g-gone

diamond:boo calm down but all i know is lanae going around telling people that he killed his self over you and he texted you before he shot his self and that you and him still fucked with eachother and a while lot of shit

calasia:ima kill et bitch yeah me and him was texting but it was nothing special and yeah im juss now seeing et long ass paragraph he wrote so therefore tell et bitch.....nah ima tell the bitch to her face cause ima end up fucking her up regardless if she pregnant or not so i advise at bitch to shut up before i take it too far and end up killing her

diamond:.....if you kill her you gone kill the baby

calasia: huh then ima have to wait till she pop it out

diamond:*laughs* you fucking crazy the real kind

calasia:nah nigga you crazy but i gotta go love you boo

diamond:love you to *hangs up*

end of convo

so after that i cried and cried and i started throwing things and glass was shatterred and shit like i was heated what was the point of killing yourself over me im not even worth it forreal forreal....so after that emotional moment i hopped in the shower and washed my hair and was in there for like 46 min and then i hopped out i wrapped a towel around my head and one on my body and i did my daily hygene and after that i put on some black sweat pants and a black tee and my black retros and i put my hair in a ponytail and i grabbed my black satchel purse and my other things and went outside as i turned the corner i seen something interesting dre was talking to some chick and after that they hugged and she kissed his cheek and then i walked passed he didnt even noticed me....i aint gone get mad ima juss leave this petty shit alone and go about my day and then i walked to tayons house and knocked on the door nobody wasnt in there then i heard crying and i walked upstairs and i turned to tayons room and his mother was crying while laying in his bed i juss walked over there and she lifted up and ranned and hugged me and started crying even harder i dont like seeing ms.talia like this so i started talking to her to calm her down while we sat on his bed

calasia: ms.talia it gone be ok quit crying *rubbing her back*

ms.talia:*crying* baby you just dont understand....i lost something that i can never replace i lost my b-baby my only child a piece was tooken from my heart and its not gone be repaired

calasia:*tear rolls down her face* i understand lightweight because that was my ex my boyfriend the one who all ways wanted to fuck the one who all ways stayed on me about my education cause he wanted me to make something out of myself even though he will act stupid as hell sometimes he will still get on me we dated for 10 months and in 8 days could have been our 11th month anniversary together i been through hell and back with your son but i still love him even though i stopped showing it i still love him he was really known for being with me for a long time we went from enimies to friends and then bestfriends and then a couple and back to enimes and now friends that will forever be my bestfriend through thick and thin ive been knowing him for 8 years now