FreddyXBonnie- A Taste Of Heaven

Secrets and Promises (Secrets V.1)

Chapter 2
Secrets and Promises
Bonnie’s P.O.V
I can see Endo. He's right there. I can hear him. He's panicking, and I can't say I blame him. If I was trying to defend myself because I was breaking one of the rules, I would be scared too. Me and Chica have a plan. She’s gonna be invisible and Endo is gonna be so focused on trying to find her he forgets about me. I can sneak in and turn him off.
1:00am. Chica starts moving. I watch her leave. That's another part of our plan. Endo expects me to move first. Chica always waits until 2 or 3 usually. So he is probably worried. I wander off backstage when the stage camera turns off- I can catch him off guard and sneak around the building. The backstage camera flickers to life. I stare it in the face, waiting till that red light goes out. I slip out silently and tiptoe past Foxy’s cove into the hallway. The camera there stares right at me, and I watch it intently. Then it shuts down with a hum. Chica is making noise in the kitchen to distract Endo. I walk into the supply closet and leave it almost immediately, favouring to wait in the corner. I creep closer towards the office. It's pretty funny really. That office was originally for humans to make sure nobody breaks in. Weird how they never used it...

I distract myself from my thoughts as I notice that Endo isn’t watching me. I slip inside his office and pull down the monitor, with a loud screech in his face. This alerts Freddy, who arrives immediately and drags Endo off to get him in costume.

While he's busy, me and Chica start talking. She's like my big sister. My big sister who ships everything. I've seen her notebook.
“So what’s up Bonnie? I know you're upset about something, I have known you for years.” Another great thing about Chica is l can tell her anything.

“I may or may not really like someone, why?” I respond. I know she’s worried about me, so I'm blunt about it. Besides, if she doesn't like that I'm gay, she isn't worth my time. I have Foxy to hang out with anyways. It might not be the same, but it's something.
“That’s..... that’s it? I have known about your crush on Freddy for YEARS, Bonnie. You think I'm shocked? I’ve known you liked him longer than you knew you did.” Wow. I did NOT know that. She really is my sister. “I think you should tell him. Be romantic. Write a poem or something, I dunno. Smooch him for all I care, just do it. If you don't tell Freddy tonight, I don’t think you ever will. He's busier now. You guys aren’t gonna have long together unless he makes time, which he won’t do if he thinks you’re just friends. Go find him and tell him how you feel.”

“O-okay. I’ll do it."
I find Freddy fairly quickly. Here goes nothing.

Freddy’s P.O.V
He looks at me. I already know something isn't right.

“Freddy, I'm gonna tell you something now, and you gotta promise you won’t freak out, okay?”

Bonnie looks... scared, almost. I know he's worried about something.... God, what if.... what if he’s gay and he thinks I won’t... I won't appreciate him anymore or...... or... I .. I just... I don’t..  I don’t know what it is, but I know he's upset. “You have my word that I won’t get angry or upset, and I won't hurt you, physically or emotionally.” He looks tense, but then he speaks.

“Freddy, I have known you for a long time now. And I gotta tell you I... No. When I first came here I was lost. I didn't know what to do, how to act, I didn’t know anything. But then I met you Freddy, and I was okay after that. You showed me what to do, how to act around the kids, heck, you even taught me how to play guitar. I looked up to you. You were my role model. You still are, but it's different now. I... I used to see you as my-my  mentor, someone to help me settle here. But then everything changed. I got this fuzzy feeling in my chest whenever I saw you. Whenever you spoke I was at peace. I fell in LOVE with you Freddy, and the worst part of it is that I still am. You make my world brighter Freddy. I’m so in love with you Freddy, and it hurts so BAD because I always feel like I’m doing something wrong. I always feel like I can't do anything. I just want to be accepted, I want you to love me like, like I love you, but I know you won’t-no- I know you CAN’T and it HURTS. It hurts so bad Freddy. Just, please, let me do this.”

And he looks at me with tears in his eyes and then he leaned over and then he's kissing me and ohmygosh is it incredible. But I have to remind myself that I can’t give in. I cannot kiss him back, no matter how good it feels, because it would be giving Bonnie false hope. I just can't do that to him. Not now. Not ever. I look him dead in the eyes, and, despite my promise, I say something that I know is going to hurt.
“It's going to be okay, Bonnie. I promise.” He looks so heartbroken.... Gods, I hope he’s going to be ok.

A/N
This is (more or less) the original chapter 2. I've tweaked it slightly, so it isn't 10% notes. I do like this version, but the new version leaves room to write more. Here, it’s Freddy and Bonnie kiss. Then Freddy's gonna be exactly the same. Anyways, I will see you guys around!!
~Raven