in listening to Do re mi fa so by blackbear its fucking fire but anyways. I feel like im an insignificant human because nobody cares about what I have to say. ever. i tried asked someone a math question today and their Bitch ass said "shut up, creep"
I'm gonna shoot up my school one day
my school is vietnam obviously
It deserves to be shot up
Everyone there needs to die
Especially the counselor
kys Lincoln counselor
I wanna kill alot allot of people
Seriously
They all need to either die or respect my mere existence it's making me regret telling my mom "thanks" for not aborting me because I wish I was aborted sometimes.
I wish I was aborted alot rn.
Im very stressed.
- suicide trigger warning-
Yeah I have been crying alot because I keep thinking back to how I stopped my mom from a suicide attempt last Saturday.
I'm still crying over it.
I really only wish I was aborted or never born because I feel like I'm such a burden to her.
But I'm just creating stress.
I just need to draw and listen to some music I think.
I want it to be better.
