the thing is I don't really care about alot of things and I feel like thats p edgy and I'm not edgy like ive been slacking in school and life in general and I just feel like death is a way to escape stress. Idk. I might be falling into depression which is not very good. I don't really care what anyone says. But I do want to be noticed. I want my existence to be recognized. I don't want to be "the creep"
I might just slit my wrist
Probably not
because that makes my death more painful.
I want it to be painless and quick.
I guess ill wait like 70 years to die or whatever. As long as I die eventually. I actually do wanna bomb my school. I wanna pull some fucking JD shit. I want everyone there to leave me alone and die.
