****JUNGKOOK'S POV****
Bitter.
Bitter is what this ass off coffee I made tasted like. I scrunched up my face and made a note to myself to never even consider drinking black coffee again.
I decided to crash back at my place when I figured that there's no point in hiding from everyone. It's been a while and I didn't want to make it even more worse by running away after encountering _____ and the hyungs.
I came home at around 2 a.m after Jihyun noona talked some sense into me. She scolded me for running away for so long and told me to just go back and make amends with _____.
At first, I didn't really want to because I was scared to face _____. I made her cry and I feel like a horrible person. I really hate myself but I remembered that Taehyung told me to give it some time.
And I will give her some time.
"What are you doing here?" A voice asked from behind me.
****ORIGINAL POV****
"What are you doing here?" I asked while focusing on his figure.
Jungkook's back was facing me and I could see the relaxed muscles on his back became tense at the sound of my voice. He was wearing a red t-shirt, but you could still see the outline of his muscular back. I've realized how much his body had grown and changed in a little over a year.
Jungkook slowly turned to face me and made eye contact with me.
"This is my house isn't it? I still have the right to be here. Don't I?"
I sighed in defeat because I couldn't counter that. I passed by him and walked over to the the kitchen cupboard to grab a mug. I winced as the plates started clanking but I was grateful for that because it filled the silence in this room, well, this whole house too.
Then I grabbed the glass carafe from the coffee maker on the counter and started to pour the black coffee into my mug. The steam started to rise and the cup heated up real fast.
I brought the mug up to my lips and slowly sipped on the black coffee. Man, this was really strong. I don't usually drink this, but it was already made. So I figured, why not?
I could feel Jungkook's gaze follow my every move and I don't plan to talk and say anything else to him. I just don't like that I still felt nervous around him, but that's okay. It's been a while and I think I can manage to block out most of my feelings. Right?
"I thought you didn't like black coffee?" Jungkook asked.
"I don't," I slowly replied.
"Then why are you drinking it? You told me before that it was too strong for your liking," Jungkook said softly and bit his lip.
"I just needed something to wake me up, that's all."
"Oh, okay."
After a few moments of just drinking my coffee in utter silence, I decided to bolt out of there and back upstairs to my room.
When I closed the door lightly, I sighed in relief and leaned my back against the door. I could feel my heart beating rapidly and I felt like slapping myself at how weak I was. I still get nervous around him. Jungkook still had an affect on me and I still have feelings for him.
I didn't want to hang around the house any longer today, so I hit up Tae.
TaeTae
