CHAPTER ○ 11

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Hansol

I was at my place a couple day's after I got a call from the hospital to let me know he was getting dispatched, probanly incase I wanted to see him or something.

More like he doesn't want to see me, I haven't really gone out since then, hoping maybe he'd call me or something. Which was wrong but then again he probably can use his phone or be infront of a screen for a while.

I knew it wouldn't be the best reaction when he woke up to me at the hospital but I needed to apologize, I'm not that big of an asshole, I still care.

I'll admit it too, I miss him, a fick ton, but obviously he couldnt care less and I also don't really blame him.

I'll aslo amdit that yeah, I want him back but do I deserve him? No, will it stop me? No.

I'm gonna proove to him I can be better, I can change.

I got snapped out of my thoughts when my phone went off, constantly dinging when I saw it was texts from Jun.

Junhoe

Comin over unlock it u shit

Either unlcok or i break

Cmon its fucking cold

I will break it

Me
Its unlcoked dumbass

Junhoe
Wouldve been nice to know earlier

I heard footsteps come upto my room and saw Jun with Chan come into my room, both wearing small smirks.

"What?"

"C'mon were going for lunch, get you off your ass for once" Jun spoke up, I slightly glare at him 'till we all broke out into small chuckles and I get up following them downstairs to the front door as I slipped my shoes on and we all headed out to Domino's.

((A/N for those who dont know Domino's is a pizza place))

We all began walking their, Jun kept playing on his phone probably texting Minghao or something, Chan was chatting away and Me, well I kept over thinking everything I did to Seungkwan.

It's not that I beat him pshychically, but I'm only realizing now how badly I beat him emotionally.

Before we knew it we reached the diner and walked in, Chan ordering the pizza and drinks and the three of us split the price, only fair.

We sat down and began eating, Chan being first to speak up.

"Y'know hyung, I'm friends with Boo too and well he's hurting. Alot. Like a shit ton more than you think and just- just dont make it worse and maybe leave him some fucking space."

I sigh, not hungry anymore, and kept my head down;

"You think I don't know thag already? Fuck off Chan. Let me breathe too" I said, surprising him a bit as he stood up quickly.

"But I swear if you hurt him hyung," he said and took his phone out seeing it ringing.

"Ah yeah I'll be home soon!" He said, probably to his mom and left with a wave.

-

Me and Jun decided to hang out some more at my place -knowing him he'l end up crashing on my couch- and we somehow ended up with my on my stomach as he sat on my ass very harshly massaging my back and shoulder until I heard my phone ringing.

"Get off for a minute!" I say wuickly, trying to push him off before I accidentally hit the accept button as he pushed down really hard eight then.

"Oh uh h-he - Fuck aH!" I moan in pain into the speaker, why me?

"Not so hard jeez!" I cry out in pain, the phone nearly falling out of my hand.

"Se-seungkwan?" The words coming out more lewd than I thought but in a painful way. He probably thought other wise but this asshat wasnt getting off.

"U-uh n-n-never-nevermind" I heard him quickly sputter out before the call ended. Shit.

Chan is going to kill me.

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Heh.

Hehe.

',:^))

Lowkey forgot to add lines for jun in the diner but like im to lazy to edit it rn

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