perspective | jjk

02.

i've had no experience with love, apart from a boyfriend when i was ten. his name was jaemin, and i believed he was the love of my life. but my older sister, min-ji, said young love doesn't last long.

it made me wonder whether loving older people made love work. i still have no experience with love, and big sister says i'm too young to understand, and jaemin and i never did work out.

sometimes in school i'd pull my small group of friends into the cafeteria, hoping to see you and your friends there. my best friend liked yours and i hoped they would date and it would make you notice me more.

but that's a childish thought. i don't need her to help you notice me.