perspective | jjk

04.

on the wait for the nurse, you mentioned a crush. i felt my own heart crush and through my watery eyes i nodded, pretending i was welling up with excitement, and not jealousy. i called you oppa by accident and though you laughed it off, your ears turned red.

you said you liked to sing, you and taehyung, with a boy called park jimin. i didn't know jimin at the time, you said he was nearing graduation. i asked you to sing a song and nervously, you cleared your throat and sang for me. for me. you sang for me and it was the best moment of my life.

we discussed my school work and my high grades, which i began to care more about when i found out you loved smart girls; and we were getting closer and closer, until she came in. i didn't know who she was.

but the way she held you in her arms? i didn't like that.