I have seen the future
(and it does not look promising!)
I see it everyday, I see it every moment
each time I throw myself away to my vices
I have these visions
I can see through the smoke -
in my dreams
the future haunts me already! -
perhaps! an alternate self warning me?
yet the warnings will not
be heeded by my
thick skull
I will allow myself
to descend the rabbit hole.
perhaps! I will like that self more?