nonsensical fuckery - 2:03 AM

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numb my pain numb my pain, I don't feel okay, I can barely feel. I've acquired a nasty habit of waiting for Death to appear at midnight to toss rocks at my tarnished bedroom window - a long lost lover! come to me, my love, indulge me. 

kill my pain kill my pain, I blow smoke rings into the stuffy atmosphere of my room with the white walls and watch the wisps fade away as silent as they came into existence (as silent as my happiness sneaking away from me) it's the simple things, I suppose, anything to distract me

kiss me vain kiss me vain, to hell with sense! I want you to feel! I want to crush you with the weight of my words I want to blind you with the lurid, enchanting humility  trapped in my golden fist. 

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