Laurens P.O.V:
The girls and I are laying down on the tour bus sofa and all of a sudden the bus phone starts ringing.
Ally looks at the number and frowns.
"Its Y/n" she says and I look down.
"Don't answer." I say.
Y/n and I got into a huge fight and said something that were very hurtful to each other...but her true colors came out so the girls and I have been ignoring her.
After a few minutes the answering machine starts flashing....
"She never leaves a message..." says dinah and she looks at me.
"Play it" I say and dinah starts playing the message.
"Message received on April 12th at 3:16 am."
'hello?
Are you there?
Listening?
I'm just trying to get in touch lo.
I've be so fucking- so fucking down, lately.
Like...
I don't know what's happening.
I'm just so tired all the time.
Trying to sleep.
I just...
I just lay there, quiet.
Can't speak, cause everyone around me is passed out.
My fucking minds raging.
Uh...
Hello?
I don't even know why I called.
I think it...
I think it might be time for me to leave.
Just call it quits...
I'm sick of this.
It's the same fucking day.
Every day.
I think I sleep.
I can't be sure though.
It's all the same now.
Drink.
Drink.
Drink again.
I'm tired, lo.
I think it...
You don't wanna hear this...
I'm a mess.
I'm sorry, lo.
I just don't know who to turn to.
No one really hears me, ya know?
I speak...
At least I think I speak.
But no one hears me...
I've said enough...' "
Every one in the room was silent.
"We're hurting her..." ally says
"How?" asks dinah
"We left her alone with the most dangerous thing on earth...her thoughts..." normani says and we all fell silent again.
Thoughts are the most dangerous thing in the world. It can destroy you more than drugs and alcohol, it can kill you mentally and physical.
Be carful who you turn your back on.
