Please read all the convos, some parts are important:
1. Menulis dalam sudut pandang anak kecil merupakan tantangan. Meskipun dengan bantuan psikolinguistik :D bahasa mereka masih terbentuk dan berkembang, permakluman dengan bahasa 'Jongin Kecil'.
2. Yes, you read it right. Top!Kyungsoo, Bottom!Chanyeol. Height difference and size difference are not solid references to point out 'this boy is a bottom'. A man is a man, they do as they please in bedroom with their partner. Thanks to Tyler Oakley and all LGBTQ com on YT.
3. Top and bottom? Yes, park chanyeol is very much a bottom to do kyungsoo in this story. Yet, that does not mean i am going to make/write him purely bottom-ish, girl-ish, overly submissive. A man is a man, anyway. I write my 'homosexual actors' based on those gay men i see/meet in real life :D
※ this chansoo is based on my old neighbours (both are men; are married). The smaller partner reminded me of kyungsoo, that man loved to tease (sometimes got pyschical teasing) his partner til the said partner got mad yet was scared and looked like a kicked puppy. The smaller partner looked so pleased everytime he knew he had succesed teasing his partner. Now they live in Sw***.
4. I am no psychiatrist. I know nothing about psychology. Diagnosa Separation Anxiety berdasarkan observasi saya pada sepupu yang masih balita, selalu menangis keras saat ditinggal sang ibu, terkadang jika terlalu lama menangis sampai menyebabkan demam. This might be not the real separation anxiety symptoms in real life. Remember this is a fiction.
※ Jongin termasuk inspirasi tentang orang lain di kehidupan nyata. Sikap dan tuturannya berdasarkan sepupu saya yang rata-rata masih balita. But not that same. I observe how the small children behave.
Poin terpenting:
※ sudut pandang 'kekanakan' dari Jongin akan selesai saat ia memasuki usia ke-15 tahun. Deskriptif-narasi akan berubah menjadi narasi. Saat usia Jongin 15 tahun, maka gaya bercerita akan berubah tidak seperti penggalan kisah; stakato, sepenuhnya akan menjadi narasi.
※ if you are with me, it is bottom!jongin, always. He has got even prettier since mma last year. Like wtf boy.
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the golden trio and jonginie's plus one; hunkai - chansoo
FanfictionBanyak yang berkata bahwa keluarga Kim Jongin adalah unik; mendekati aneh, lebih tepat dikatakan. Do Kyungsoo adalah papanya yang berusia 8 tahun lebih tua darinya; (mama) Park Chanyeol adalah karyawan papa yang selalu papa beri kecupan jika laki-la...
