I wasn't really sure how I was supposed to feel. I mean the one person who said they would never cheat on me did just that. with one of my best friends might I add.
there was this gaping hole inside of me, I'd felt this once before but it no where near hurt as much as it did now. justin was my bestfriend, not just my boyfriend and I think I've lost him forever.
you know, I probably wouldn't have minded if he'd actually told me himself, but I had to find out from zach. not only that, zach also told me that it had been going on for 2 weeks.
I guess it was my fault for not seeing it. I was stupid enough to believe that justin was the one. we'd been through so much together and he just threw it away like it meant nothing to him.
there's not a single thing that could ever make me forgive him. this was the end of me and justin foley.
[private message between justin🖕🏻 and issy]
justin🖕🏻
issy you have to let me explain
you can't leave me
I love you
you still love me right??
issy👑
of course I still love you
but what does that even matter anymore?
whatever we had
it's over
I never want to see you again
justin🖕🏻
you can't do this to me issy
you're all I have left
issy👑
I'm sure jess would love to help you out
you know
I don't think you ever really loved me justin
and that's what hurts the most
justin🖕🏻
I'm sorry!
baby please
I love you so so much
please don't leave me
not now
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justin🖕🏻
issy!
