the last request | d a y v
; h e l l o & g o o d b y e s
I woke up early today and decided to jog around the village. I just feel like I need some air, I want to breathe.
Naabutan ko naman si Maddie sa kitchen preparing breakfast for us when I got back.
"Good morning." She smiled at me.
"Are you okay?" I worriedly asked at pumunta agad sakanya.
"Yes, Beatriz. I'm totally fine." She looks very pale and she seems weak.
"No. You're not okay."
"I am. You're overracting, bae. Chill." Then she chuckled.
"Okay. But can you please sit down first? I'll do that. No buts." So the obedient Madeleine sat down and watched me while I continued preparing the food.
"I'll be going out today." Napatingin sa'kin si Maddie, "I'll be meeting Jho."
"Oh I see."
"Okay lang?" Maddie stared at me. Waitㅡ what did I just said? "Uhm... Ahㅡ I mean okay lang na mag isa ka dito?"
"Yes. I'll be fine, of course." Then she smiled.
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Yes I know, 4 pm pa kami magkikita ni Jho. But I feel like I need to loosen up, to think about things.
I drove papuntang Manila bay and there I peacefully sat down. I'll admit sa apat na araw na magkasama kami ni Maddie something has changed once again, something came back.
"So... You still love me?"
I dont know exactly how it felt when Maddie asked me that. But I know exactly how it felt when she said she don't want me in her life anymore.
"Hey love, what's wrong?" I turned her around to face me and held her face, "hmmm?"
She slowly removed my hands in her face. "Hey are you okay?" But she never said a word, "Maddie, kinakabahan na ako sa'yoㅡ"
"Let's break up."
"What?"
"Ayoko na, Bea." My hands are shaking, my body is shaking. I bit my lower lip and held her hands.
