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"Im sorry. Im really sorry." My smile slowly fade as she run away from me and I was there standing watching her leave me again.
But no, I wont let her. Not again.
Tumakbo ako palabas ng restaurant, "Maddie!" I called her pero nakasakay na siya ng taxi and she's out of my sight. I hurriedly went to my car and started the engine. I keep on calling her pero ayaw niyang sumagot.
"Please Maddie, don't do this to me again." I cried.
Pumunta ako sa bahay, baka nandun siya. Magbabakasakali akong nandun siya.
Huminto ako sa harap ng bahay at pumasok sa loob. "Maddie?" Umakyat ako sa kwarto niya pero wala siya.
im slowly losing hope, "Maddie please! Don't this to me please, I beg you!" At unti-unti na nga akong bumagsak sa sahig kasabay ng pagbagsak ng luha ko.
She left me... again.
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"Beatriz... wake up." I slowly opened my eyes.
"Maddie?" I spoke as soon as I saw a figure in front of me, but no.
"Stand up, Bea." Therese said as she helped me stand up.
"Tey..." she looked at me, "where's Maddie?"
"Fix yourself, Bei. You look horrible." Sabi niya ng hindi nakatingin sakin at aligagang nag-aayos.
"Therese please."
"Bea..."
"Im begging you. Please tell me where she is. Please..." nagbuntong hininga siya at umupo sa harap ko.
"Bea, ayusin mo muna sarili mo and then we'll talk." Tumango ako at inalalayan niya ako tumayo. "Maligo ka na muna. Iaabot ko na lang 'yung towel sa'yo." sabi niya atsaka naman ako dumiretso na ako sa cr.
I stared at my reflection as soon as I entered the bathroom. I look horrible, Im so messed up. Look what have you done to me again, Maddie.
I opened the shower and let the water flow against my skin and then i found myself crying for who knows. Am i really that bad for her to leave me again the second time around? What did I do wrong? Did she realized im not worth it? But why did she came back?
"Bea?" I was put back to reality when Therese knocked on the door. I turned the shower off and fixed myself up.
"Hey." I slightly open the shower door. "You okay there?" Therese asked. I gave her a faint smile and nodded. "Here's your towel."
