Niam Horayne One Shots

More than this

well...well... i know that it must be really strange but i love writing stories based on songs it is so... i don't know how to say it...interesting...yes it is really interesting. so this one is based on the song More than This by (of course) One Direction

WARNING: Cutting and my language

so enjoy....

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I’m broken, do you hear me?

I’m blinded, ‘cause you are everything I see,

I’m dancin’ alone, I’m praying,

That your heart will just turn around,

They were in backstage just after the performance; Niall was watching the couple on the couch of their dressing room. Jealousy running through his veins, well the worst of all is that it was not of the boy that he was jealous but of the girl sitting on the boy’s lap, the latter has told something in his girlfriend’s ears who is now giggling like a teenage girl. Yeah, Niall Horan is gay and is in love with the brown eyes boy with a big heart. Niall Horan is in love with Liam Payne and that is since the X-Factor. Liam is all that Niall could only see nothing else matter for him than to see the brunette smiling and laughing but Niall know that never Liam will return his feelings even though he silently pray at night for this to happen.

And as I walk up to your door,

My head turns to face the floor,

‘Cause I can’t look you in the eyes and say,

“Today is the day”, Niall mutter to himself. He is standing in front of Liam’s door; he has decided to tell Liam about his love for him, he was tired of hiding his feelings. It was so frustrating that he ones gets a panic attack from it. He was tired of all the lies and he knows that he can love Liam more than Sophia can love him. He knocks on the door, the door swings open to a confuse Liam, “Ni, what are you doing here?”, Niall’s head to face the floor cause he can’t look in those brown eyes without cowering and say

When you open your arms and holds her close tonight,

It just won’t feel right,

‘Cause I can love you more than this, yeah,

When you lay her down,

I might just die inside,

It just don’t feel right,

‘Cause I can love you more than this,

Can love you more than this

Liam watched with wide eyes as his best friend, his brother, is pouring his heart out, Liam has always found something different about the way that the Irishman act around him and the other boys. Well he was suspecting that the blonde boy would have some feeling for him. When Niall finally stopped, he finally looked in Liam’s eyes, he wish he never because he saw an uncomfortable look and when Liam opens his mouth to say something he was intending on hearing from him, “Nialler, I don’t know what to say but I have a girlfriend who I love with all my heart and you are only my best friend and nothing more plus I’m not gay.” Niall just nods his head looking at the ground again, tears running down his chins as he heard Liam sighs before saying,” Ni, we can still be friends, ok?” it was more of a question than a statement but he just nods his head and Liam give a quick “awkward” hug and closed his door. Niall ran to his apartment and when he closed his door, he finally let all go and cried until he eventually fell asleep on the cold floor.