Dedicated To My Best Friend, John.
Or I Thought So.
Journal Entries Of Everything That I Have Done Since He's Been Away In The Marines. To Only Lose A Friend A Few Years Later.
I Hope You All Enjoy Reading Them As Much As I Like To Write The Entr...
It's been five months now and two and a half weeks. And today is the day that I really regretted the most. Some part of me knew this was supposed to happen, but I was foolish enough not to believe it.
I was foolish enough to believe that I could trust you. I told you everything about my past and some how you managed to break my trust after two years and five months. And I'm asked why I don't have friends for so long. You should've told me how you felt about me all those times. You should've told me I was a bother, honestly I wouldn't have bothered you since you met your new girlfriend. I should've stayed away. You knew why I don't talk with people who are in relationships. But, I guess not. I had to find out the truth from someone else. That really can break a person, both in trust and friendship. I hope one day or in the next life you don't make the same mistake again. I wouldn't want to wish this on my own enemy. I really wished you could've told me the truth yourself. It would've been easier for me to let you go like the other people in the past.
But, I wish you all the best in life. I hope we never or maybe cross the same paths in life again. Don't worry, I'll still be around if you need me, that's just the type of person I am. And thank you for being there when you were. Not that you need me talking to you anymore. And to prove that the past can repeat again.
Your Friend No-Longer, Shay
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